The Traveller
Eileen. 21
Love travelling. Vintage. Tattoo. Rose. Nature.
Singapore
eileen_sim_15@hotmail.com
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♥Peace for me and my family
♥Enjoy when i can
♥Getting into poly
♥Everyone to be healthy and happy
♥To travel as soon as possible
♥Save money
♥Find him
♥Slim
♥Get license before poly starts
♥Having a portrait of myself drawn
♥Theatre shows
Monday, April 21, 2014
7:56 AM
my mum bought me a new phone on thursday, at first when my mum told me it's a taiwan phone, i'm like wth, cause china product, i'm not kidding, they're like shit! then nvm, problems started coming, the left side of the keyboard hard to type, it's damn lag as well. the front camera is a problem as well because you can't even see yourself in it unless you are under a light or something. and it's like shit as well.also, my sd card is having a problem and thus! the phone space is fucking low! it's even fucking low after the person helped to move the things i downloaded to to SD card. went there on saturday to repair it. even telling me that the data is slow. But what's worse is that the data is low, LOW TILL IT CAN'T EVEN LOAD THINGS! my whatsap, 7.15 my friend msg me, i only fucking received it after almost 1230! and the music is like shit! those singer who sang i cant hear what they are singing, the music is damn low as well, i tried with two of my earpiece, one of them very good one as well, and even tried the earpiece that came alone with the phone. Then! when i'm in the mrt this afternoon, the music after tapping play, it keep stopping itself right after i tapped play, repeatedly. you tell me how am i supposed to not get angry? and when i told my mum because i m damn pekcek till i cried for two days, she keep telling me she very FAN in chinese and ask me dont complain? it's like i have to tell you because i cant fucking use it! im stuck in the middle because you buy it for me cause my old one sucks although it's way better than this useless taiwan phone! and when i told you you say next time anything also dont want buy for us . it's not like i dont care about how you feel, like y ou buy smth just to make us happier but the product is lousy, but i have to use it cause i dont want you to feel that way and i am really thankful that you thought of me when you buy this thing. but when i really cant use it, like damn it, really cant use at all, i dont know what to do? and when i tell you , you shut me off, and i was really angry till i am angry but i didnt say anything after that and you fucking shout at me and say stop complaining and throwing temper, i did not throw my temper, i'm just too angry that i cry and i can't do anything about it! what am i supposed to do now, when I TOTALLY HAVE NO INTENTION OF QUARRELLING YOU OVER SOMETHING I'M THANKFUL FOR?! BUT FOR A FUCKING USELESS TAIWAN PHONE AND WE SHOUTED AT EACH OTHER, AND EVEN WHEN I TRIED EXPLAINING?! fuck it! i'm way too pissed off! and sad!
Thursday, April 17, 2014
4:57 AM
https://sg.news.yahoo.com/singaporeans-slam-nea-s--120-licence-requirement-for-tissue-sellers-110711376.html
Please read people. I simply don't understand what's wrong with NEA.
"
Formed on 1 July 2002, the National Environment Agency (NEA) is the leading public organization responsible for improving and sustaining a clean and green environment in Singapore. The NEA develops and spearheads environmental initiatives and programmes through its partnership with the People, Public and Private sectors. It is committed to motivating every individual to take up environmental ownership and to care for the environment as a way of life.
By protecting Singapore's resources from pollution, maintaining a high level of public health and providing timely meteorological information, the NEA endeavours to ensure sustainable development and a quality living environment for present and future generation."
This is what the NEA's website overview put. QUALITY LIVING ENVIRONMENT? For those "who are needy are referred to “relevant agencies” by the NEA for “appropriate assistance”." You think that will help? Living in Singapore is more than stressful enough because almost everyone here in Singapore have financial problems, expenses are way too high, those who sell tissue papers, do you think that if they have sufficient money, they will want to sell tissues? If it's isn't for themselves or their family, you think they will want to walk under the hot sun and such just to sell 3 packs of tissues at a dollar? Something wrong with the $120 licence fee. Look, most people selling tissues are handicapped, else they are really old. If they can get other jobs, they won't be selling tissues already please. Plus! Not every Singaporean are willing to donate money or buy tissues from them. Why? Most of them either don't have that spare $1 cash to spare, else they need money for something important. Either any of that, else, some of them are simply selfish.
"“If they ignore the warning, the NEA will take enforcement action against them, just as it does for other illegal hawkers,” it was quoted as saying.
The daily also reported that NEA has since 2012 taken action against 11 unlicensed tissue paper sellers. "
NEA, shame on you!
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
8:24 AM
heh, so it's time for my new goal yes?? right,
- To get my driving licence in may. Please la!
- In hopes that my driving lesson wont clash with my school lesson.
- To get a job that have at 7-8 bucks please.
- To plan my birthday after my TP.
- To study really hard after enrolling into Kaplan.
- To get my own credit card and to try my best handling my finances.
- To become a better person and work hard for the future.
Yesyes, pretty much all the above. hahhaha, anyway, sep will help me set up my birthday stuff, anyone wants to help? haahahha! and it's hard to plan, 14th is mum's birthday. 15th is father's day. 16th is monday, piang eh! some working some schooling, so hard to plan. Plus, i don't want ask so many to come, but there's a couple of malay friends i do want to invite them over, but some friends of mine, they don't eat spicy stuff, i have a headache coming soon. celebrating is supposed to be fun, it's soon a torture. lollol! i really hope the bag that i asked ben and eddy to get won't get sold out. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! hahaha, anyway, if you're wondering why my goals mentioned about school lesson and Kaplan, yes, i'm going for full time at Kaplan, a private school. School is going to start real soon. Orientation on the 22nd, and lesson starts on the 28th. Well, hope everything works out fine for me. hehehehe
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
8:00 AM
Apparently, my appeal to RP ain't successful, therefore, i'm thinking of going for private. PSB most likely, hahaha, that's why waikuan say la, she's the one who told me to check my email. LOL, anyway, there's a few friends of mine studying in PSB. so asking about things should be easier. Have to head there tml morning, it's going to be a torture to wake up that early tml. tsktsktsk. there's interview tml as well. hope i will errrrr, do well. hahahaha, part time 8bucks should be can la hor, shortlist me please, lollollol. if anyone ask me if i'm sad about not being able to enter poly, i'm actually fine with it. cause i knew that it's my fault that i hasn't done well in my past exams for my higher nitec first year as well as nitec. although i only tried my hardest on the second year. hehehehhe, but i did what i could and there's no use feeling sorry for myself cause what has been done has been done. no use regretting and such, i can only move forward and tell myself to work harder. THUS. k bye.
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
10:30 AM
hahahhaha! hmmm, so, today is supposed to be the day when results for poly are out. the sad thing was that it was unsuccessful when i actually thought that i can get into Republic Poly. Anyway, i've appealed, only after eddy asked me to, and i said i don't want and he asked ben to tell me to appeal. hahahaa! okok! I APPEAL ALREADY!! LOL! was supposed to meet ben and eddy for dinner at sempang bedok. but it was raining :(((( so we end up eating jack place. so much for my lala.. sigh. but anyway, the steak there make up for it. hehehe, no photos though, but the server was really good, the food as well. and there the server passed the survey form to ben while looking at me and telling me to fill up, lol, but i don't mind, i used ben's name, hahahah! but that idiot won't write it himself. tsk! also, was playing cookie run using eddy's phone, cause i wanna try out his cookie, what's the difference between his and mine. was surprised that zombie is better! although my ninja is good also, we both praise each others' cookie you see. hahaha, and the best thing was that i told him my phone password so he can play my cookie run, but i told him the wrong password so confidently, i told 2026 when it's actually 2606, hahahhaa! damn it, even after he keep say it's wrong, i still repeat the same wrong password to him, till they have to wait awhile before they are able to try the password again, hhahaha! nevertheless, it's worth to meet them and dine together. but why ah?! WHY STEAK SO EXPENSIVE! tsk! i have no money to save up for the period already, fri meeting ziying for cycling and dinner, lol! hope i have enough then. k bye!
Sunday, April 6, 2014
10:36 AM

TADAH!!!!! hehehehe, went for my second ink today, yes, with two people broking my heart as well, making me no feel for tattoo at all. but i went for it anyway, went to senja to pray for my dad first before heading to amk hub for eighteen chef with sissy, just like any other times i went, the food still sucks. tsk! the assistant manager make drink damn cui, root beer float doesn't seems to be one, doesn't even look one. the mussels also.. sighhhhh. anyway, cab over to goldenmile to alan's shop and the cab driver was super duper friendly and we talked about positive thinking and such, hahaha! he hope i get the best for my result, but i told him if i pass myself, i'm more than happy. he said he was glad to hear that, because for me, i did the best that i could, even if it's republic poly , i don't mind, because it's meant for me, isn't it. one worry down for that if i really went in. reached alan shop and karen was doing her tattoo, she even cried, lol, that was funny, not to be mean, but hahahhahaha!!! i cant stand it, find it damn hilarious cause of her screaming, there was another customer for kelvin, and both karen and that girl was screaming like they're giving birth, hahahaha! anyway, we ordered delivery and it came at nine plus, and i started doing my tattoo at a few minutes past ten, and i swear, it was only the middle part that cause JUST a little pain, and the rest are not pain at all, wow!!!! hahahaa! not exaggerating. my rose, the white area more pain, hmmmm, can i do a cover for my rose? lol! doubt can. anyway, i just arrived home cause alan still have to mop floor and everything, he was late today that's why. didn't get to eat my mookata either. :/ shall watch my empress ki soon, hehehehe, goodnight guys.
Ps. For those who wants to do tattoo, you may want to look for AlanQ. Please contact him via:
or
https://www.facebook.com/AlanQTattoo?fref=ts
http://instagram.com/nakedskintattoo
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Naked Skin Tattoo is located @ golden mile complex#02-28
Friday, April 4, 2014
7:22 AM
我真的受够了, 真的累了, 真的不想在继续下去..
我没勇气, 没能力, 无法保护我爱的人. 我不够资格.. 很想放弃..
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
11:16 PM
I really really really really hate it when someone whom i'm really closed to, like i'm always meeting him almost everyday and message him every single day and tadah, he got himself a girlfriend and suddenly, you guys weren't messaging anymore. wtf! girls and guys both the same. probably even me. but now that i'm the 'victim' here, it completely sucks! argh! and i can't even say anything because he's a relative. argh! can i just throw things around?! -.-
NOTE
Not for tagboard. Sorry not sorry.
NOTES FOR MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE.
1. Know yourself.
2. Understand what makes you feel great.
3. Recognize things that get you down.
4. Set goals to achieve what you want.
5. Develop trusting friendships that makes you feel good.
6. Don't be afraid to ask for help.
7. Stand up for your beliefs and values.
8. Help someone else.
9. Take responsibility for your own actions.
10. Take good care of yourself.
Think positively.
Exercise daily.
Eat healthy.
Work hard.
Stay strong.
Worry less.
Dance more.
Love often.
Be happy.
"Never expect too much. When you get your hopes up. You hurt yourself more than you need to."
Travelling all over the world
Trying all sorts of food over the world
Having different types of experiences.
Nature
Scenery
Photography
Acting
Singing
Having fun
Eating
Hating isn't on my list. It's time to love myself more.
I distance myself from people for a reason. A good one.
Destroy what destroys you.
Free Myself
Treasure the unknown last.
Anything could be the last.
You are not in competition with anybody but yourself
Plan to outdo yourself.
Not other people.
Believe you can and you're halfway there.
- Theodore Roosevelt
Making a big life change is pretty scary
But regret is much scarier.
If you don't go after what you want
You'll never have it.
If you don't ask
The answer is always no.
If you don't go forward
You're always in the same place.
The lesser you care
The happier you will be.
Keep shits to youself
In reality, no one give a fuck.
DECIDE.COMMIT.SUCCEED.