Having some weird websites viewing my blog is weird. Just, Weird. Woke up slightly earlier than i do on normal weekends, probably about 3 hours earlier? hehe! tried to scribble down taxation notes as i'm having taxation exam on monday, and i have to admit, i'm late as usual, always a last minute studying. Days are always not enough for me despite having many days before exam, what i mean is, i'm always lazing around if i tried studying, and resulting in me not studying at all. Anyway, i was late, so was peiying, haha! we were supposed to meet at 12pm in case we were late, and yes, we are, we are all latecomers, Peiying, September and me. We went around bugis junction, getting our food first befor walking around, trying to find and get our stuffs, before we finally went to Mos Burger and get a seat there. We have a late lunch when Sep and Eric finally join us at 3 plus at a Japanese Restaurant (I can't remember the name) at bugis plus. And yes, the rice is great, really great, it's kind of like japanese rice, that's what written on the menu, don't blame me. Unfortunately, no pictures were taken because i'm too hungry, and everyone finishes their food before me and the thought of having the second bowl of rice really triggers me. The rice, is not what i'm always having at home, it was really delicious, and i wish that i can have that type of rice to eat everyday, big wish yeah?. Went to catch up with the girls outside the mall, by sitting on those "non-seats", laughing and stuffs. It was really great catching up with them although it's not that long since we last meet. well, truthfully, i met up with peiying more often and sep since to be busy these few days. Yes, it's been damn damn damn damn damn long since we last 3, just the three of us, met up together. Pardon my exaggeration. Anyway, i'm glad that i have such friends. To be honest, i really don't think friendships do last. The more you know that friend of yours, the more dislike you gain when you know about stuffs that you found unlikable to. Well, i guess that's it? i'm going to stop blogging right now, i need some sleep and i'm considering not to wake up at 5am but 7am, and now, 8 or 9 am. Will be studying with my siao eis' tml except for Gina. so, tadah! bye!


Ps. i really miss you, Don't ask me why. It's just so different from every relationship i have before. It's again, feelings that are different when you like that particular someone. I will have never known, when we first meet, i will fall for you. It's been years, and it's so sudden.  I sincerely doubt that you are feeling the same way for me too. I wish and hope though. but then again, i'm a gemini, i do flirt, not with those whom are attached though, and it's really hard for me to focus on a person or a thing for too long, you will never know when i will like another person. and! i have been reading horoscopes since march, reading our horoscope, i bet you don't know. hehe! but, it said that it's either a hit or a miss, and others said that we are only 40% compatible, this really depress me a lot. and your horoscope indicates you to be secretive, silent, cold, not wanting others to intrude your privacy and stuff, and yes, it's really hard to get close to you. you can be warm and then cold out of a sudden. Also, they stated that you are one of the most jealous astrology and i suddenly finds that i wish that you will be jealous for me, maybe those first few months if we can get together, then i will get really irritated, also, they have stated mine, and it's true, so so so so true. i change, really fast, feelings, humans, myself. i wish for the desire to stay as long as i can with you, and wish to change myself as much as i can to be a better person. Everyone said i have changed, like i mentioned in the previous post. i'm glad and i sincerely hope that i won't be back to the old me. I'm changing to be a more patient and quiet person for you. Although there's a phrase saying that " Don't ever change for anyone, be a real you" but then, this might change me to be a better person, so why not? and yes, i told myself that it's either a love or a hate. this is really true, if you can't get that person, you will hate that person. As for you, you aren't my cup of tea at all. You are not that warm and you are hard to be close to. Something that i really hate, as well as if we happen to quarrel, you will be really cold, and i don't like people whom i like to not share what they are thinking with me. It's like, if you are worried about something, told me, not because i want to laugh at you, but i just want to share your burden and hoping  to see if there's anything that i can do for you, or finding solutions together. Please don't keep stuffs to yourself. i Swear i hate it. :( and.. please come to me soon, haha! i'm sounding like a desperate woman, we might not work out at all, and i DO NOT want to spoil this friendship between us. But i'm still wishing you are mine, wishing that we will get over anything that came to us.
Goodnight!