hi hello hello hi, went to sing on tuesday with huiying and xiong before he start work, after singing , went to meet sep peanut and aimson for dinner. by the time we finished it, it's already past 9. went to tam 1 with huiying while the others went for a smok break, found them and catch up awhile before leaving. The next day, time were wasted by watching shows. at night, went to mac with xiong before heading over to my house void deck and ate the otah which taste awful, went to the playground and talk about the past, how much i miss it. Used to spent time with him and eddy almost everyday last time, only thing is i cant get out of the house too often, but now, i can, but no one's really free, It's been years since we last 3 went out together but eddy's often not free, and that's one of the thing that .. sigh.. went to look at the blog we three used to share together 6 years before, and read all those post, hao huai nian ley, reading those posts and stuffs, how much stuff i have forgotten, but credit to myself though, haha, i wrote some of them in there before. lucky me. one of the blog post i've written is that i've slap a phillipine manager, haha! i totally forgot about it till i read it. It's like eddy bought a wallet for lin jiang for his birthday,lj went to wash his hand and put his wallet near the buns, june saw, he picked it up and slam it on the floor, i remember how he did, i was beyond shock, so i slap him, and he slap me back, and i said that one is lj's wallet, he said that he thought that it's xiong's wallet, like you slam the wallet and you dont know who is it, and you dont like xiong and you have to do something like that? sibei fucker, i wish i have slap him harder, but then again, i have never thought that i will slap anyone before, i must have really thought that i only know how to scold ppl, never did i thought that i used to be that chor lor, haha, anyway, i really miss the past, like how we 3 used to went out together to different malls, all living in tamp and heading to places like woodlands and sengkang. playing talking, those moments are moments that we speak from our bottom, we got angry but get back tgt, i really really really miss it, xiong also say i change, i used to be so noisy, singing and become crazy, but now. im far too quiet already, because sometimes, when you want to be fun, but others are just not fun, haha! even his gf too, he say his gf wan bu qi, haha, but true enough, each time he bring his gf out with us, we all will be quiet, because it's just awkward and his gf dont talk one lor, haha! right now, it's either me and eddy go out or me and jun xiong go out, like. :( those periods that i stay with them are before me and shiva got tgt , now i think i have regret, haha, actually, i dont know if i do , or not, but if it's wasnt for me and shiva, we three will have remain that way, because i spent lesser time with them and even more ever since shiva dont like me hanging out with them, but im glad im stupid enough but not that stupid, i still keep a few contacts with them, haha, secretly hanging out with them at times, because after that, i became best friend with belle, and rarely keep close contact with them. realised that eddy sometimes keep calling me out but i never meet him, haha! but now, everything and everyone change.hmm, really miss it, hope eddy will faster come and catch up with us.