yeah, have been working during the holidays, and of course, things don't always stays the same, there are happy and unhappy moments. But then, which job doesn't? anyway, have been meeting up with a few old people. i can't remember the exact dates. But then, during the holiday, went to kbox with siao eis, to ben house that time, meet up with rolie for sakae sushi, with jun siong and quan to my work place and movie, and were rather pissed about that day with the both of them, and as for the rest of the time, i can't exactly remember what i did. Anyway, to the kbox with siao eis, apparently, didnt quite enjoy it when we first reach, reason being, because tan jun siong never say those information properly, but then it was back to normal later, which we went to popeyes for dinner and then a little walk around before heading home. As for makcik, it's her idea to go there, although im a bit sick of sushi's already, but it's quite a period since we last met, so.. and then we saw her 4 handsome italian? or france boyfriends maybe? haha! the first time i saw her looking! keke! then we went to the toilet and we didnt even see the sign of boys toilet, and we just walked in, cause apparently, the door is open and only a boy toilet sign is there, so we thought the girls toilet is probably inside, cause most malls toilets, gents and ladies were kinda beside each other, apparently not, and we burst out laughing, out loud. and it's at the opp side, and a guy was looking at us. haha! went back to plaza sing, walk around, then went to daiso to get makcik's stuffs, then 7-11 before heading home. But ot before we agree to meet soon, for chilli crab and cutting hair session, and yes, to kpo at some old places we went before, haha! cause she's starting school soon too! and it will be hard for us to meet up. and of course, we did managed to gossip like what we normally do. heh! and then the pissed off part, and it happen on sat! bloody hell, i was supposed to do a meet up with my friend cause i bought something from her. and i shouldnt be late, plus i have to get my pay at novena before heading back to tamp as im meeting her at 12 like that, and told him the latest time to meet is 9 at simei platform. he told me he is still eating and talking to his grandmother at 9.30-9.45 like that. then i wait of course. and that bloody idiot, told me he reach simei or smth. but no sign of him, until perhaps 10 mins later, he asked me where i am, and say he reach already, and he could not find me. then nvm, at that moment, there's a mrt train, and it's leaving, i thought i could just go into the train and signal him if i see him, but no sign of him. and during the period of waiting, although i told him the latest time to meet is 9 and he is late, and i feel like smacking his face already, because he's late, and he's making me late, why dont he just tell me that he wont be able to make it or smth? and has the nerves to tell me that he actually wants to sleep already then he received my call. Then nvm, i shouted at the platform, i swear, cause im too angry already, and he keep telling me he leaving soon or smth or what already, why dont i just go first instead of waiting for him that way right? shouted at him to meet at novena. then nvm, he met me at city hall, and guess what he told me. he said he was in the mrt when he saw me talking otp with him. and he bloody get down at tanah merah, and then get to the same train at me, so i asked him why didnt he call me or anything, then he tell me and say he dont know i still angry or not mah, i never reply him, cause im still angry, although i kind of press it down, during the ride to city hall without knowing that he's there in the same train with me, and i have to keep my head up because i felt like crying due to being too angry, FOR a few times. so guess what, evening when i finally got home, and i saw me posting in fb saying that he's in TAMPINES MRT OTW TO MEET SISTER WHICH IS ME. and hell yea, he didnt know that im still angry although not that angry apparently, but im not going to meet him that soon! thanks ah brother! then nvm, reaching tamp that time, quan call, it's been erm, a year or smth that i last saw him, cause nobody likes it when they have boyfriend and he is pinching their cheeks. and i decided that we should meet cause i thought it will be ok. but apparently not, and when we went to eat, and he kinda order? jun siong to sit on the other side cause he stand me standing on a side, so i purposely go the place where jun siong is being told to sit, BUT! quan come and sit with me, and it's damn gao wei! cause he has to put his arms so big when drinking soup, and i dont feel like having our arms accidentally touching, although i know him for 5 years already.! also, the way he talk to jun siong, it's like. i know la, cause he always spent a lot of money, borrowed a lot of money and then no money, so we have to pay for him and such. but quan talked to him like very haolian or smth? erm, im not sure how to describe it exactly, but it's like he keep saying something like jun siong no money, aiya we pay for him half half lor, when i say dont want to eat jack place, eat foodcourt instead, cause it will be bad for jun siong if he cant pay, but he keep insist, AND jun siong nvr say anything!-.- nvm, then there's a lot of things he said, that isnt really good to hear! it's awful but again, maybe because jun siong own him a lot, thats why he feel that he has no stand to say anything! but seriously, i dont know. it's like.WTF. k, nvm, he went to jun siong house, and i have to go home to bath then go to my grandma place. he say he dont want go home so early, say nth to do, jun siong nvr sleep, and he has to work, then we ask him dont go work cause he not enough sleep, then he has to go home change pants cause he dont want tell his grandma, then han quan, keep saying like i have to go grandma home, then i dont want go home, then say smth to jun siong like you want go work then dont take mc lor, see how you work. like seriously, please -.- but the worst part was neither of the above, although he keeps talking bad about jun siong , no matter whether jun siong was there or not. walao , how old already, seriously, still dont know how to think. nvm. then he fucking pinch me on the cheek, not pain, gentle one, but when im with shiva that time, he pinch me, and i fucking dont like, and told him to stop , and then we went to k with my friends and he did that to them too, and the reason why, when we go out, we dont call him. and i was too tired and sleepy to shout at him because early in the morning, im already in a black mood cause of jun siong. bloody hell. nah, not going to meet the both of them for quite a while. anyway, told sep about some of the things that's been on my mind and she know who it was in one guess. but the sad part is, i didnt manage to tell her everything, and i still not sure what i should do till now!. ah then on friday, i met up with peiying at bugis at 4 plus, cancelling the sentosa trip, then we went to eat kfc and has a little talk, then walk around before meeting sept, and we walked a little before going to 7-11, and we passed by 7-11, cause we miss it out. LOL! went for a smoke break before we finally decided to go drink at mos burger, then i went off to sept's house, cause we have nothing better to do and we have to wait till 1.30 to 2 am in the morning to meet the rest of the peeps. watch resident evil at her house, before meeting eric and he drive us to befok 85 to meet another batch of people first, and we went to eat first, cause by the time we are going to meet karen they all, the food stalls are going to close. then we went over to derek's gf house downstairs, and slack for quite a period, and me and sept were watching to the beautiful you. LOL! and she laugh because one part reminds her that elin tan falls down because of a leaf. LOL! then we finally decides to go off to karen's workplace there, and there's no toilet :/ then i have to wait for quite a period. also, a couple join us, eric's friend, and we were talking at the exercising place there, and there's a sign showing "beware of drunk people" something like that, at karen's working place. LOL! then me and sept went back to the exercising place there and we talked a lot, and then there's a part when sep and eric kinda quarrel and sept scold him pubor, and eric turn to me and say, ei, she call you leh, why you never ans? haha! but that's because me and sept call each other pubor, then finally, jason, zhiwei, vincent and a guy i dont know finally arrived, but they were at the opp side. so we wait till karen finally end work, and karen actually cried cause of a dumb manager. we then leave for a petrol station finally for a toilet break, then went over to the teloh blangah hill park, sorry that i forgot how to spell it and i forgot the exact name, we stop for a mac takeaway first, before we finally can settle off to the real place, and there was no real place to seat cause there's a total of 10 people. talk and joke over there, before leaving at about 4, for a petrol station and then eric and the rest sent me home. and today, was the reopening of school days, and we received textbooks and it was a disaster the moment i saw the things inside . hope i can manage to buck up then. anyway, i know there are somethings which i havent post here, and i forgot what those things are. so. im just gonna end here, since it's not a good day after all.