annyeong animals and humans and monkeys. It's been so long, that i have not been seeing you, baby. haha ! Right there's just so many ups and downs last month, and my irritation level has been REALLY high. Always getting so annoyed at this person or that person, and it's still going on for now. really, really don't like unsteady people, don't have to ask me why. maybe they should give me a better reason or something. Then this or that, sigh! cant even speak out about everything here. And then there's people who really don't stand in others shoes and feel how is it like to be me, and i swear, that this is really getting on my nerves. even close friends. And then there's something i really want to spit out about. That although this is a new generation, but some people just don't realized what basic respect means. it doesn't really have to mean something like i'm elder and you have to respect me. nah , nth like that. But if i speak properly to you, i swear, you have to speak properly to me, if you want to joke, i'm totally fine with it unless it's insulting, and there's TOTALLY no need to scold vulgar words, WHEN i speak properly to you, and when i'm not even joking. and even if im joking, it's because we are acting and joking at the same thing. if want to joke, don't use vulgar, i swear again, it's getting on my nerves. Anyway, exams just passed and its really hectic. Especially BE since nothing goes inside my mind, and when they do, nothing's been tested. Even more irritated. and then those people, what can i say, slap their face! when they said, oh i also never study, aiya i no feel to study, or i cannot study leh, aiya comfirm fail, walao, nth go inside. sincerely me, when i said all those stuffs, it's because i really did not study. WHEREAS, those pubors said that, when they did study, and act like they never do, which i dont know whether is it because they want to be akar liao with you or smth. Like seriously please. Anyway, agf was fine, of course, because there's no need to memorize SO many things. and it's formula wise. And yes, basically, for the past month, august. i will really like to thank this two people. Peiying and Sharmila and kelly. :) Also, for those people who i've been in contact with, confirm will know that i have divorced. hah! im joking! im single. there are just so many periods in a day when i missed having somebody in my life whom i can share everything with, quarrel with, complain to. i dont miss him. i just miss having someone by my side, that's all. i've grown too attached, and beg that all my friends will noe go the same way as i do although they already have, and also, of course, not to let guys bully you and stuff. Not saying that he did, as he's been a good guy, although it's bad enough for those things that had happened rather dramatically and tragically. I sincerely hope that no one will go through the way things have gone for me, and ladies to protect themselves although it's not possible at all in this generation. and some people who is reading this blog, please do let your brain go haywire and think too much. and just get those advices stuck into your head. Eternity love do exist but everybody thought they knew what is love, and thought they are going through now, which i hope they will realise that asap. Last of all, this month sure is a busy month for me, as i have so many dates and works to do, that i will not be staying at home even for a day, which will get me some panda eye soon. and the final words. Take care of yourself people. everyone bounds to have some problems and troubles. It will soon be over. So get hold of yourself, and dont die, cause if you die, your next life come, and you are going to die again. Dont get so angry and heated up like me, as it's not a good cause. :D . and i hope that everyone will do their part, in going through all these problems, as no one can help them and they have to personally solve their problems.