hilo! teehee! erm, went to ben house after meeting jun siong at his house bus stop and the weather was so hot! anyway, reached there and eddy and cheng rong was there. they gave ben a surprise by just going to his house without informing him, haha! their 2nd house. watch show, play game, makan, buy bubble tea, went home with ben to fetch kinky down and put sauce into our waffle, then meet eddy and rong at the void deck, walk to somewhere sat down there, prob about 30 mins later we went back, then play game awhile then slack and everything and went back home at 9 . 45 like that? eddy father drive me and cheng rong home.then might be going out with karen, jason, vincent and zhiwei to k later. ah no, not anymore, jason got something crop out at home. but then, my sister -.- she wanted to stay out everytime but mum always dont let her. but based on her character and attitude, she stay outside where got safe one, NOT A SINGLE TIME will she be! somemore her friend no motor vehicle and not matured, somemore mixed with all guys, all got records one, where got so fast change to become a good person one! not say all of them are bad, but you wont know if anything will happen or not! then say that mum bias or smth cause me and bro can stay out but she cant. hello, my friend all matured, got car to send me home, and i dont go home that late either! plus they are considerate enough! so dont use me as an example or what la! make mum say to me that she hard to become a person since's she always stuck in the middle, making her difficult! -.-

Anyeongirang mal Hello Hello! i got many things to post but i dont have the energy to think right now. anyway, there's just some things that i felt so weird with. Like, even though staying near ting ting is a good thing, cause when im tired and somebody sent me home, well, who wont like it right? but the bad thing was, it just feel so strange, like, if i said that i want to go home by myself, it will feel weird, then if they keep sending me home, it feels even more weird. then yesterday i sat in the front seat, and ting ting family went to pick ting ting up, and it's just SO weird. that i really feel like going home alone. sigh ! that's it, im lazy to update. ijen Goodbye Goodbye!

여러분 모두에게 좋은 아침! ^^ gonna update blog at this timing, i just dont wanna forget anything that is precious. anyway, im really lucky that i found a job which have employers that treated me very well. nothing like this ever exist. at least, not to me anyway. and this is kinda miracle to me. really glad that i have them all. including colleagues which take good cares of each other. :D. in those past years where i used to worked, there's only gossips and everything else. no caring, no concern, no such thing. 난 내 고용주 좋은 배려, 그리고 멋진 사람들 한 많은 감사. That's one thing though, and i hope i wont leave this place too much, cause happiness will be there for only a short period. secondly, i went out with toilet paper today, heh! gonna tell her almost all my secrets then, including those that i cant expose. why, because only people who has been through bad situations, only then will they know what they are supposed to do, unless they are idiots, and i dont think she is, and i hope that she's not going to be like everyone else, who just cant seems to keep their mouth shut! so we went pass to a shop that she actually wanted to go in to, and she saw a hot guy and she , haha! half ran away? shy? haha! so we went to far east to get my shoes, cardigean, and there to ion, before that, etude house, after that, to forever 21 to try 2 shirts, and then to daiso, and i got a tweezer, shower towel, and a packet of chips.and went to take mrt to tamp to get out kfc dinner there and saw huimei, and then we went to the loo and then to the 51 tao huey? and she bought some for her family. then we went to took bus, and i went over to find eddy. and eddy was faster than me cause he went out first and early. went to accompany him take his dinner, and then the uncle was like a funny only, ask him how much and he say free, i was like huh, free? haha! then he say ya free, haha! your friend pay already, haha! funny! then after eating , we walked to the playground to chat for erm, prob about an hour plus or smth? then went to find cheng rong and ben as they were eating with their golf teacher and a girl. haha! then we kinda secretly followed them behind, then ben was like usual. "bai chi! " haha! and the teacher was like huh! haha! then ben explain say we called each other bai chi. then the teacher and the girl left in the teacher's car, after we all bid goodbye. and eddy were asking if i knew the teacher and i was like huh no ah, she say bye to me i say bye back lor, haha! then we walked to somewhere else to get bubble tea and then walked back to ben house to get his dog and walked kinky, before settling to the playground and talk and play with kinky, and then went over to a void deck to cont talking again, and molesting kinky before heading home at 12 plus. yeah , i guess that's alll, happy memory? that's all for today. not going to add in those unhappy ones. last but not least, i can't wait for 23 sept to go ah ben house overnight with eddy and cheng rong ^^

annyeong animals and humans and monkeys. It's been so long, that i have not been seeing you, baby. haha ! Right there's just so many ups and downs last month, and my irritation level has been REALLY high. Always getting so annoyed at this person or that person, and it's still going on for now. really, really don't like unsteady people, don't have to ask me why. maybe they should give me a better reason or something. Then this or that, sigh! cant even speak out about everything here. And then there's people who really don't stand in others shoes and feel how is it like to be me, and i swear, that this is really getting on my nerves. even close friends. And then there's something i really want to spit out about. That although this is a new generation, but some people just don't realized what basic respect means. it doesn't really have to mean something like i'm elder and you have to respect me. nah , nth like that. But if i speak properly to you, i swear, you have to speak properly to me, if you want to joke, i'm totally fine with it unless it's insulting, and there's TOTALLY no need to scold vulgar words, WHEN i speak properly to you, and when i'm not even joking. and even if im joking, it's because we are acting and joking at the same thing. if want to joke, don't use vulgar, i swear again, it's getting on my nerves. Anyway, exams just passed and its really hectic. Especially BE since nothing goes inside my mind, and when they do, nothing's been tested. Even more irritated. and then those people, what can i say, slap their face! when they said, oh i also never study, aiya i no feel to study, or i cannot study leh, aiya comfirm fail, walao, nth go inside. sincerely me, when i said all those stuffs, it's because i really did not study. WHEREAS, those pubors said that, when they did study, and act like they never do, which i dont know whether is it because they want to be akar liao with you or smth. Like seriously please. Anyway, agf was fine, of course, because there's no need to memorize SO many things. and it's formula wise. And yes, basically, for the past month, august. i will really like to thank this two people. Peiying and Sharmila and kelly. :) Also, for those people who i've been in contact with, confirm will know that i have divorced. hah! im joking! im single. there are just so many periods in a day when i missed having somebody in my life whom i can share everything with, quarrel with, complain to. i dont miss him. i just miss having someone by my side, that's all. i've grown too attached, and beg that all my friends will noe go the same way as i do although they already have, and also, of course, not to let guys bully you and stuff. Not saying that he did, as he's been a good guy, although it's bad enough for those things that had happened rather dramatically and tragically. I sincerely hope that no one will go through the way things have gone for me, and ladies to protect themselves although it's not possible at all in this generation. and some people who is reading this blog, please do let your brain go haywire and think too much. and just get those advices stuck into your head. Eternity love do exist but everybody thought they knew what is love, and thought they are going through now, which i hope they will realise that asap. Last of all, this month sure is a busy month for me, as i have so many dates and works to do, that i will not be staying at home even for a day, which will get me some panda eye soon. and the final words. Take care of yourself people. everyone bounds to have some problems and troubles. It will soon be over. So get hold of yourself, and dont die, cause if you die, your next life come, and you are going to die again. Dont get so angry and heated up like me, as it's not a good cause. :D . and i hope that everyone will do their part, in going through all these problems, as no one can help them and they have to personally solve their problems.