你不是没有其他的孩子. you asked yourself. When did sherlyn and william do anything, im the one whom is always staying at home, your daughter work only because she do not want to stay at home and help you. your son stay at home to play his game and left immediately when you scold him or said him. and im the only who clear up all this fucking problems, you said im stingy because i  dont even want to do a little thing? seriously, you should really keep that comment to yourself. if that fucking thing, did not happen to me 2 years ago, i wont have reflect on anything and keep staying at home, i used to be sporting, i used to be anything that i can be. i will not be staying at home these past 2 years, always. why dont you ask yourself, if, im not at this home already, or if i were to tell you about another thing, and you will chase me out of the house, do you think you can still be like this? another thing is, did your other children even think of you people, ever joke or talk to you people properly? you yourself know damn well that my temper takes after you, your bloody hot temper. and yes, im stubborn, the thing is, you shouldnt make me do things when i dont want to. i swear its hurtful and hateful to be the one out of your 3 children, that i have to hear you scolding all of your children when it's the other 2 who makes you boil. and you always turn to me, and scold me only. as im the only fucking one who stay at home and help you out whenever you need help. you and dad only turn to me when you people need help. you dont realised it? why dont you put a fucking video recorder in the house and record everything in the house for a week, and you look at it, and see what you people are always doing.i dont know why i still had to complain over here. really, i wished and wish that i can go to New York , change my ID, change my name, change every single thing of mine, migrate there, do plastic surgery and clear every single little thing of mine. i have to keep thinking about all my troubles and memories, and regret every single time i think about those things that happened two years ago. if only it didnt happen, i swear, right now, i wont be here already. i got myself into all these mess. im rather thankful to myself, i guess.