我真的很爱你

别说 我不爱你
我这是在 为了你
替你着想 替你爱你
为了你 我做我该做的
你不能伤心 不能哭泣
也别在说我无情

就因为你 就算哭了也不能告诉你
就算伤心流泪 也只能躲在被子里
忍受一切 尽量的把眼泪挤回去
安静的在你身边 看着你 爱着你

你说我自作主张 不自量力
爱着我 疼爱我 我却不懂得珍惜
就算你会恨我 讨厌我
我也不会把你给抛弃
我只想在你旁边 默默的支持你
因为 我真的很爱你

my lyrics

王力宏 - 需要人陪

打开窗户，让孤单透气  
这一间屋子 如此密闭  
欢呼声仍飘在空气里  
像空无一人一样华丽 
我 渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避 
你 飞到天的边缘  
我也不猜落在何地  
一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪  
更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑  
我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退  
这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪 
闭上眼睛 就看不清 
这双人床 欠缺的 温馨  
谁能 陪我 直到天明   
穿透这片 迷蒙寂静  
我 渐渐失去知觉  
就当做是种自我逃避  
你 飞到天的边缘  
我已不猜落在何地  
一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪  
更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑  
我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退  
这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪  
一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪 
更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑  
我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退  
这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪

hi annyeong, have been waiting to go for kbox ever since last week, and i cant wait for it. worked up early this morning, still feeling excited for it. met them at mac there to get our breakfast and head off to school after meeting ziying at inter. reached class, and it's time for our AGF test, but seriously, i really think that more practices should be done before a test is given, and i still dont get most of it, and how those qns are being done. And i just could not get my answer right, and it's a 30 min test. and i still cant figure anything out. sigh! really got damn frustrated and irritated that i just feel like screaming and use my hand to sweep off everything in my table! And what's worse is that, cher get on to next topic instead, and it's like i dont even know what to do about this topic, and there's another topic: control a/c as well. Got even more pekcek, and whatever cher said, nothing cant get into my head despite trying my best to follow up! Got myself a terrible headache and moodswing, Then went to the toilet after teacher left, tried to cheer myself up. went back for BE next and luckily, that teacher teach nothing, well, to me. so it's kind of a relaxing period. went to the canteen after school ends to get drinks and wait for ziying to finish, but instead, we keep talking and laughing, and took mrt. we then talked about our past, and then how we interact with each other when we first saw each other. mine with joanne one, HAHAHAHAHA!! WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING? ASK HER. got down at orchard to get our ding cha, and joanne lau is doing counter. have a awkard hi and bye with her since we did not talked for 2 yrs 7 month alr since that thing happened. got our milk tea, and we left for the mrt to somerset to scape. went to kbox and book for 4 people. then when it's almost 2 or rather 2 plus as there's people in front of us. to find out horrible stupid things. argh! not gonna mention it here. dont wanna get boil up again, BUT STILL, i want to sing! AND ASAP, of course. so we left for cineleisure to watch vampire hunter which starts at 4.50pm, and we get our kfc meals first and slack there, and my mood really drop that i wanna sleep, and im feeling too tired,and dissapointed and angry to talk. we then went to the loo, while going to this and that shop. and we were a bit late for the movie, it started, and me and gina keep talking and laughing, haha, and my heechul is in the movie acting as smith, haha, my angmoh version heechul! really look like him when heechul is in year 2006 that time if im not wrong? heh! then we went to the toilet again before catching the mrt, we went to marina bay that line and went back to toa payoh , while gina and joanne continue their stops back home. took bus and slept there. and almost thought i cant wake up. but eventually i did, and after 5 mins like that, eddy called. i went home, eating my magee mee, and waited for him to call me. he said he will prob reach about 11. so i went to bath after watching BIG. not my expected ending though. then they came. used laptop awhile before heading down to meet sotong, baichi, and rong. talked for a while, and they actually wanted to look for seats, cause bai chi is too old to keep walking. haha! then bai chi asked if i had broken up with him and i asked how he know, and he said eddy said one. jokingly said eddy kpo. then he said he saw my twitter, and he continued saying that his twitter news feed is me gina and joanne. heh! good what. LOL! then came back up when they left for home. and then bye.

Severely -FT Island


Amu pyojeong eobshi amureohji anhke geureohke neol bonaejugil
Maeil yeonseubhaebwahdo eosaekhagiman hago

Useumeul boimyeo mollae uneun beopdo maeil yeonseubhae bwahtjiman
Tteollineun moksorie keumsae deulgil geotman gata

Saranghaneun geot bodan ibyeol haneun ge
Ama sucheon bae suman baeneun himdeunde
Neo eobshi mot saneun paboinde eocheorago

Jidokhage neomu jidokhage neoreul saranghaenabwa
Sumdo mot shwiigo neoman channeunde
Dodaeche eonjecheum keuman dul su inneunji
Jidokhage neomu jidokhage neoman saranghaenabwa
Neol bonaegiga naegen jukgiboda deo 
Himdeun jidokhan ilin geot gata

Amuri apado amureohji anhke geureohke harureul bonaegil
Geujeo iksukhae jigil maeil yeonseubhae bwahtjiman
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/severely.html ]
Eochapi neoreurijjin mothal geot gata
Kochil su eomneun byeonge apeuda haedo
Neo eobshi mot saneun paboinde eocheorago

Jidokhage neomu jidokhage neoreul saranghaenabwa
Sumdo mot shwiigo neoman channeunde
Dodaeche eonjecheum keuman dul su inneunji
Jidokhage neomu jidokhage neoman saranghaenabwa
Neol bonaegiga naegen jukgiboda deo 
Himdeun jidokhan ilin geot gata

Charari ireol geomyeon sarangjocha malgeol
Eonjecheumen ijeulkka

Miryeonhage neomu miryeonhage neoman saranghaenabwa
Dareun sarangeun kkumdo mot kkeuge haneun neoman
Neobakke moreuneun paboinde eocheorago

Jidokhage neomu jidokhage neowa ibyeorhanabwa
Jal karan mari mwoga eoryeowo
Ipsul jocha tteji mothago meomutkeoryeo
Jidokhage neomu jidokhage neoreul ibyeorhanabwa
Hyungteoboda deo gipi gaseume nama
Neoreul jiul su eopseul geot gata

你不是没有其他的孩子. you asked yourself. When did sherlyn and william do anything, im the one whom is always staying at home, your daughter work only because she do not want to stay at home and help you. your son stay at home to play his game and left immediately when you scold him or said him. and im the only who clear up all this fucking problems, you said im stingy because i  dont even want to do a little thing? seriously, you should really keep that comment to yourself. if that fucking thing, did not happen to me 2 years ago, i wont have reflect on anything and keep staying at home, i used to be sporting, i used to be anything that i can be. i will not be staying at home these past 2 years, always. why dont you ask yourself, if, im not at this home already, or if i were to tell you about another thing, and you will chase me out of the house, do you think you can still be like this? another thing is, did your other children even think of you people, ever joke or talk to you people properly? you yourself know damn well that my temper takes after you, your bloody hot temper. and yes, im stubborn, the thing is, you shouldnt make me do things when i dont want to. i swear its hurtful and hateful to be the one out of your 3 children, that i have to hear you scolding all of your children when it's the other 2 who makes you boil. and you always turn to me, and scold me only. as im the only fucking one who stay at home and help you out whenever you need help. you and dad only turn to me when you people need help. you dont realised it? why dont you put a fucking video recorder in the house and record everything in the house for a week, and you look at it, and see what you people are always doing.i dont know why i still had to complain over here. really, i wished and wish that i can go to New York , change my ID, change my name, change every single thing of mine, migrate there, do plastic surgery and clear every single little thing of mine. i have to keep thinking about all my troubles and memories, and regret every single time i think about those things that happened two years ago. if only it didnt happen, i swear, right now, i wont be here already. i got myself into all these mess. im rather thankful to myself, i guess.

sorry that i have no leadership skills or anything k? when i actually do, but it will be a total waste since i went for things that are not appropriate and spent money on them. it was stupid and naive of me. totally. i fail myself as i posted those fucking feelings on twitter, and got addicted to them. and so! i turned even sadder! and got fucked upside down even more! and this year, even for projects or anything, i cant even think of anything, unlike last year. i pull myself down a lot. really! thanks for letting me know.

I must confess - FT Island.


Ijen nae mam gobaek hamnida
Haneulmani nae mam amnida
Jojunghan mankkeum akkyeoon
Naeui jinshimeul

Malharyeoni nunmul namnida
Chueokdeuri seuchyeogamnida
Geudae animyeon eopseosseul
Oneul imnida

Cheoeum mannatteon geu nal nan
Eojeolpeugo tto eoryeotjyo
Jikkyeobwa dallan nae mareul midgo
Kidaryeojun shigandeul

Ttaeron nae shilsuro maeum apuge haetjyo
Maebeon nal tathaji anhgo
Gwaenchanga gwaenchanha useumyeo
Naege himi dweeotjyo

Bappeudan pinggyero seounhage hal ttaemyeon
Weonmangdo haesseul beobhande
Geokjeongmal geokjeongmal charari
Wirohamyeo mideojun geudaen geojyo

Yeomchieobsi barae bobnida
Geudae maeum yeong wonhagireul
Geudaeleul wihae nan maeil
Deo nolyeog halgeyo
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/i_must_confess.html ]
Cheoeum mannassdeon geu nal nan
Eoseolpeugo tto eoryeotjyo
Jikyeobwa dallan nae mareul midgo
Gidalyeojun sigandeul

Ttaeron nae shilsuro maeum apuge haetjyo
Maebeon nal tathaji anhgo
Gwaenchanga gwaenchanha useumyeo
Naege himi dweeotjyo

Bappeudan pinggyero seounhage hal ttaemyeon
Weonmangdo haesseul beobhande
Geokjeongmal geokjeongmal charari
Wirohamyeo mideojun geudaen geojyo

Geudaewa naega mandeun chueokdeul
Ulgo udeun shigandeul
Jukneun sunganedo gieokhalkeyo

Malhan jeok innayo geudaereul saranghamnida
Heunhan geu dan eoro bakke
Saranghae saranghae
Geumal bakke dameul mari eobseoseo

Dasi marhabnida
Geudael saranghabnida
Tteugeoun nae mameul dameun
Oneuleui gobaegeul yeongweonhi
Geudaen itji marayo saranghaeyo

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/#share

hmm, what should i say? i seriously felt that SC is a nonsense CCA, and whatever ALL my friends had told me, that i have been cheated. Why am i hoarsing my voice last year just to get a badge and then have to re-participate ina camp which i really hate, and have to see others going through interview? Then why have we gone for interview last year, and get our throat hoarse, and have to re-do every single thing again this year? for what, i really dont get it. and those seniors, are really not that friendly. and as for the batch this year, no one communicates together, like seriously. should i have find a totally diff cca last year, and not even go for the talk at all, meet new people. yeah, i did, but so what. im like a nuisance over here, repeating these and that again and again. It's either this or that people are connected to them or their friends, then only do they speak to each other. which is like -.-. really. then how about the others, not connected and so we are being left alone lor.! ownself say speak english, end up speak your own language, that is just too great. and that's why, even this batch, those people speak their monkey language too. this is too fuck up! really!

hello hello, will like to update about thur first. were having SC bbq on that day, but the weather isnt that good, i woke up early just to meet my group members in sku, and i dont have to take any more things since i have already taken all my equipments on another day. and it rained. we managed to go off finally and meet the rest of them at brdok inter, and we waited quite long for a malay girl whom is not feeling well earlier. and we went to take bus and walk to east coast. a long walk, and we went pass mac, only to went back to mac after meeting everyone, and we were really hungry. we then went back after eating so as to prepare all those things to get ready to let those participants to play games. lucky we dont have to do that. and then it keep raining and drizzling. and there's a period when we dont even know whether we should leave or not, and we did once, but went back to continue those games. after that, we walked back to eat bbq, and those seniors were putting up the fire, and we sang song, and of course it rain. a big rain. not a but many times. and so, there's a couple of times when the fire got blown off, and they have to restart it again. and at first, we did not get to have any food :( so we stick the fork into our mouth, haha! and finally, some people who cant wait, went off first, and then! we have food lo!!! haaha, although not that much, but we managed to eat. 10 dollar for not much food. one of the reason why i dont like to have bbq with so many ppl. im only wiling to eat with 10 people the most. like that everyone will get their share. fair right. hmmm. shall conduct my own bbq someday soon. hehe. and then, something make me curious, but not anymore already, haha, and then we went home, and i bath and use my laptop, and i really cant tahan , and i went off to bed, only to be awake by my mum's call as she's not at home and only came back earlier at 10 plus. so it's a pretty boring day. and then, of course, i have nothing to post lo, cause im feeling lazy already. shall continue my la bi xiao xin already, hohoho.

Bad woman - FT Island

Ni sarami aninkabwa
Urin inyeoni aninkabwa
Ije ibyeolhajako
Keuman heieojijako
Hamyun nan eoddeokhaeni

Nal moreunun saramcheorum
Modu eobseotdeon irin geot cheorum
Da itjeobeorimyun
Ije nan eoddeokhae neomaneul
Saranghaetnunde

Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Namjaui gaseume namjaui dunune
Nunmul nagae hanungeoni

Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Neol saranghaetnunde
Neobakke eobtnunde
Gyeolgok narul ddeonakanun
Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/bad_woman.html ]
Nal moreunun saramcheorum
Modu eobseotdeon irin geot cheorum
Da jiweobeorimyun
Ije nan eoddeokhae
Neomaneul saranghaetnunde

Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Namjaui gaseume
Namjaui dunune
Nunmul nagae hanungeoni

Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Neon nabbunyeojaya ~
Neol saranghaetnunde
Neobakke eobtnunde
Gyeolgok narul ddeonakanun

Neoddaaemune nan haengbokhaetseonunde
Neoddaemune nan saranghaetseotnunde
Neoui yeongwonhan sarangeun
Ojik na hana bbunirago mideotnunde

Neon nabbunyeojaya

Nan nabbunnamjaya ~
Nan nabbunnamjaya ~
Neowaui gieokeul
Uriui sarangeul
Ije modu jiuryeohae

Namanui saranga
Keuriun saranga
Neol saranghaetnunde
Neobaakein eobtnunde
Ije narul ddeonakanun
Neon nabbunyeojaya

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/#share