These hew days keep having people who keeps viewing my blog oh, haha. anyway, he called me several times and sent me 3 msges asking me to pick up his call as he had something to say to me. i knew that he's a good guy, and i do not want anything bad to happen to him. Therefore i picked up, we talked, and he keep asking me things when i already told him not to ask a couple of times. so i ended the call, then i picked up again, after he called me 4-5 times. although the first time we talked, and i told him to remain as friends first. This is the first time i have an ex whom i allowed to remain as friend. i dont know what makes me do that, cause i always have that thought that whomever who friend an ex shows that they did not love that person at all. But right now, it's not under that same circumstances that i thought of, it's like a total different thing tgt. he agreed. and he keeps saying that he will change for the better. told him to take up an english class. and he say he will take up chinese class as well. and i replied him saying that i dont need him to learn a chinese class, an english class will go, then take a certificate, get a better job, than his now new current job. and he said that if he were to call me again, pleasae pick up his call. i rreally hopes he gets a better job, upgrade himself, so that he can enjoy in the future. although he will wait for me. i really hope that he wil find a better person whom will stays there for him. right now, his parents does not know that we have break up yet, he did not tell anybody, and there's once qns that i ask him that as his parents and i met each othe in an akward situation, what will they think of me. and he said that he has discussed it with his parents before. hope that good things will come. and he promised me another thing, which i hope that he will really do it IFFFFFFF we happen to be tgt again. although chances are not much, and imm really going to reject him after he had really upgraded himself, unless something else happens.