How about this? A relacation future? Staying at those countries, relaxing by the pool. To have some people who will who likes to have fun and enjoy, to be with you, Chit chats, mocktails, dining with those high class people, enjoy those damn great foods, wine, you can sleep whenever and whereever you like. even just sleeping by the pool, or the bathtub in the particular english house, with the tv and music on, sleeping in the bathtub full of nice roses in the soapy water, and well as a couple of ducks floating on those bubbles. sounds heaven, dont they. However, that's a wishful thinking unless im able to have damn lots of money and have those kind of seriously steady friends, who work the same thing with me, do the same thing, have the same mindset, like those things that i like,  love what i like to, loves to eat, loves musics, loves almost everything except for restriction, and by restriction, of course i dont mean like parents dont give me freedom or anything, but just that nothing will tie me down like work, school, or those people who keep following you like some bunch of lunatics. AND OH, yes, i just realised that my latest post are all about relaxations. hmm, And well, one more thing, relavation are hard to earn, you knjow why, you have to avoid bein in a relationship and those people who will drag you down like friends who are having many problems, and families. that's what that will most likely will drag me down, nah, it comfirm will unless a lot of things change, and it's hard adapting to these changes, looks like i cant get married if i wanna have these kind of relaxation, unless, families wont burden you when they have no problems, when friends wont keep coming to you and tell you their problems, and make your heart soften and wondering how to help them, and that your husband and childrens, are sensible people who like to enjoy and they wont be tied down by their own work and such. and by that way, communicating with everyone will be alright. that way, you can do whatever you wants to. but it's totally hard. in singapore. $$$$$$$$$$ especially, Singaporeans financial problems are gonna drag those incomes, and those things that you have to buy to use, they are increasing like some aeroplane who flew up to the sky fast, like some bullets that you are aiming to hit your enemies. yeah, they flew that way! that's why singaporeans, most of them, are going crazy over money, which is one of the cause that families in singapore are always fighting, and then with those things that attract everyone like food, idols, furniture, houses and everything nice. all singaporeans are going to be broke sooner or later,. think i should go overseas as fast as possible. sigh, it's not going to suceed. if only some billionares will guide me to the road where i can earn damn lot of money, and everyone in my families and friends, will be happy without any worries, and no husband or children that will tied me down. hmmm, maybe, i wish, that i can achieve that particular dream of mine.