How i really wish, that i wont have the need to find a job, get free money, get enough rest, get more peace.

Really feeling damn fed up these few days. ever since i started that module of accounting fundamental, im kind of being forced to wake up early to go achool, and to go school every single day. And the worst part was, sometimes, when there are exercises to do. It happen that im drawing line and the teacher has already started 'explaining'. Why dont you start explaining before we start drawing lines! and those best parts are, there are so many things which dont understand! and even if i have to ask, i dont know where to start from, and i feel like wanting to study other stuffs instead of this. It got e so fed up, that i keep not wanting to do any homework at home, cause there's absolutely no one to ask, and even when zy help me, i dont get what she mean! sometimes, nth goes into my brain. Really, i feel like giving up when no one will bother to teach me properly! i rather i just forget the whole thing and somebody teach me the whole thing all over again, so that i can get some fucking good grades this year! If i cant even understand the formula, then why should i bother to take the exams and come to sku everyday, earlier too. It will be better, if i just quit the whole thing right. what can i say!

hello hello, good bye goodbye, ite's goinna be a week tml after sku started.first of all, i have nothing really to update about.. LOL! hmm, anyway, after knowing that our clique will be staying tgt, im kind of happy, hehe, too lazy to make new friends if you ask me. The bad news is, i have no idea what im studying actually. haha, i dont get what the teacher is teaching, and those lessons are pretty boring to me already. Also, Jingyan joined us in school. but still, erm i hope we will be able to maintain like how it's like before. AND! since we have our clique, we didnt talk to anyone in our class, which is very bad? yes. and the 3 girls, pretty one, from simei, told syida that they want talk to us, but they scared we all are thos who stuck together one, so they dont talk to us, and syida told them no, and that we are loud ones. heh! But still, our class are very boring. And nobody talks to each other. -.- ok,k except for those who came from diff school and dont knoe anyone here.which will happen to anyone of us if we are not in the same class. hmm. anyway, i worked OT yesterday, then went to find shiva, but i did not get my presents :( cause he frikking forget to bring them again, argh, along with my pants! i go there and bring my stupid helmet for nothing.and my helmet looks damn old and ugly right now. :( he brought one for me months ago, but he is the one who uses it. cause he need to use it! so it's his not mine! humph! anyway, im rather tired, and i almost fall asllep during my break time, and it's ucky i do put alarm. LOL! Jordan is resigning already, and is probably workint till end of this month only. so for those who are finding jobs, full timer most probably, please msg me, well, only for those who know my blog, but so far, i think there's only 2 ppl who knows it. hehe, k la, bye, im really sleepy and tired, and i have to weake up at 6 tml. :( i hope i can get to sleep in the bus tml, and that i dont snore in that particular bus tml, and i hopoe that i will have the seats to myself, me myself only. and now my stupid sister, sherlyn is laughing like a crazy mad person to the computer. i almost thought the computer is tickling her. CHEY! k bye,

annyeong!! hehe i have a new job quite recently, and it's been a week since i started working there. anyway, school started on monday and it's a chore. with all those pathetic games, and yet, i cant say i dont really like all of them, well, it do excludes the cheers of course. Cheers, such cheers, are simply too ridiculous. LOL! so in order to skip the cheers and those water games, and get your bra being see through, we did not go to school, although zy seems to be interested in those games though. Nevertheless, i woke up late today, about 12 plus. woke up, eat and save my things in a thumbdrive that mum help me buy, then went to meet zy at bugis, brought her finger food, and went to take bus to funan digitalife mall to get my computer fixed. and it cost 30 bucks, and when my bro came home just now, he said that he also know how to make everything back to how it used to be when i just brought them home. LOL! he is always not at home and even when he is, he is always playing game, and cant even hear when i talk. hmm, anyway, lessons will start tml, and hope that i will not be that sleepy and i can seem to understand what those 'awesome' lecturers seems to be lecturing. also, i kinda like my new job. hehe, the people seems a little too quiet there, but then, they do talk. and that jordan, KEEP saying this phrase 'study la, study good la'. i heard this a number of times from him, already. HAHA! anyway, i am the only one who upload all my songs there. Haha, so if anyone of you see my mouth keeps opening and shutting when im working, it means im singing k? hehe. anyway, Happy birthday to both shiva and william. i love you guys, not william though, you seem too lunatic for my brother. k bye. have to sleep, i want to sleep in the bus again. although it dont feel good at all times. well, i offing this laptop after 2 more songs i guess. anyway, ziiying brought her new poloride, and im happy too. dont ask me why, i cant help feeling excited for her. maybe im really crazy. heh! Good night.