Destroy what destroys you

annyeong!! hehe, i am back to update why i will like to immigrate to those angmoh countries. hmm, ever since i went to USS, im damn interested in new york. and i really really really will like to live there when i gets older.

see this ..

and then sitting on this particular bench at night with perhaps a poodle or smth, outside those shops.

and this is the one that attracts me the most, those old houses in new york, and i thought i really will like living in those particular houses, other than those apartments. Where there are sweet shops or others near that old house of mine. of course, excluding those spirits.

and yes, having to ride in these taxis, when im rushing for work or smth, and having one of those ang moh as the driver. COOL!

and this is one of the shops in NY. fancy going in there to grab those stuffs. going into the shop and get some meat. eweee!!!!

it's a totally different thing from singapore. those trains, taxi, shops, houses, they are somewhat different. and yes, living with ang mohs, making friends with them, having something else as a meal, you see, we have our regular vegs and meat, but them, they might have something else in NY where singapore doesnt have.

but the sad thing is, what am i supposed to do with shiva, he said that he will consider first, one thing, because of those financial issues we will be having. after having children and stuff, and one thing, migrating there and live, it's a really total different thing. children? families? money? school? occupation? weee!! THERE WILL BE DAMNLOTS OF HOMEWORK TO DO BEFORE WE CAN MANAGED TO GO THERE. and i thought i will really want to migrate there/live there if i can get into one of the universites there. hoho. big dream, dont think i can get it, LOL. k bye. i will want to continue my big and sweet dream. :D

hey, well just wanna update something here. when i have enough money after having families and such, and after having EXTRA many many spare money, i shal migrate to either new york, or england, or perhaps london. and im aint joking. really. hmm, i shall await that day. k bye.

hihi, just wanna post a joke here. was watching 2nd episode of jay chou show. and one of the make up artise said this joke. there's this boy name xiao ming. one day, xiao ming did something that made his mother really really really angry. so she ordered him to kneel down in front of the god. xiao ming was scared, so he knelt in front of the god. his mother said that only if the god says ok, then only can he get up. a while later. xiao ming look up at the god, and immediately went out. NOW, you will wonder why he is able to go out. xiao ming's mother saw him playing outside and ask him. xiao ming replied in a wobbly voice saying that, you said that if the god say ok, i can come out already. Actually, the God is Guan Ying Niang Niang. You know her hand? yea. funny right. hehe

HELLO HELLO!! hmm, what should i say, hmm, ok, update about.. starting from sat shall we? it's my dad birthday, and erm, we have had our normal routine of having the bbq and soup steamboat at home for dinner, and there's only 1 bao for me for my brunch. Afterwards, we blow the candles a while later as my sis is sick and we decided to celebrate earlier. and dad asked me to help him blow, i say sot uh!! hehe. he say where got ppl celebrate in the room one. hohoho. hmm, before we have our steamboat, we went to send yakult and then my grandparent house. hmm, ok, as for sunday. i woke up early JUST to sent my father go metta although he's sick. and i didnt make it to gym as i didnt went there before and the 2 girls as what nab has said, they have forgotten about gym. so i went to use my com, and wait till 11 plus, and head for the airport to find ben. i managed to find ben at swensen area, with eddy, after spending 30 mins after getting down the bus. Then we sat awhile and head to terminal.. i forgt! met lin jiang and peigek there, waited for lin jiang to check in, trying to take out stufs here and there. then dump another lugguage at a friend of lin jiang who's working at the burger king of airport before we managed to walk to aston to eat, at 2 plus! which got me damn hungry. hmm, we eat till 3 plus, and sent lin jiang in. LIN JIANG AH!! I WONT FORGET HOW YOU USED TO ACCIDENTALLY 'FRY' MY HAND, AND THE TIME WHEN YOU HUG THOSE FROZEN FRIES, HOW WE WENT OUT IN THE PAST BEFORE ME AND SHIVA GOT TOGETHER, HOW YOU 'TAUGHT' ME WHEN I WORK IN SPECIALITY BOARD FOR THE FIRST TIME, HOW OFTEN I GET MY FRESH FOOD FOR LUNCH OR DINNER OR SUPPER FROM YOU! AND HOW SO OFTEN I WENT TO VISIT YOU AND OFTEN GET MY FREE AND HOT AND FRESH FOOD, AND HOW I MAKE A MESS AND KEEP DRAWING PIG PICTURE OF YOU IN THAT METAL THING AND THE SMALL FRIES PAPER!! AND EVERYTHING ELSE!!! SOB!!!! whee, i never cry leh! lol! maybe it's been long since i last really talk a lot to lin jiang, after i no longer work in bk anymore. :(( so sad. he's mental. k. hmm, then we went to the 2nd floor, to see if we can catch a sight of him, AND! we saw him, out of unexpectation. cause he walk back from the place when he actually went to earlier. and he saw us and there's 5 of us, trying to let him sight us, while waving our hand. and eventually, he did. and all this happen because ben zoom his camera in, and see the gate which lin jiang supposed to go to, and he zoom even deeper, he saw lin jiang and no one really believes him, but when i saw the camera zoom, it's really him. alrighty, then we went home after 5 plus. i then washed the toilet, so as to stop my mum naggin me about tml, which is today. and ate my dinner, and bath and meet shiva, and went to hotel put our things, and eat and shiok theng miss call me and send me 2 msgs, call her back and talk to her, then after a while drink our drink and went back to the hotel and watch tv and sleep, and put alarm and put the pig nose on shiva when he sleep, and then i keep rolling him and nudging him, cause he's sleepy and i cant sleep, and then i managed to sleep, and then wake up in 4 plus, and then sleep again, then wake up a few min before alarms at 9.15 rang and then bath and prepare, and finally go out and have our brunch and then park the bike and take mrt to vivo and then to sentosa and spent our whole day there, after 7 plus, we finally get to eat out dinner, and then walk a bit then take mrt and it's already 9 plus, and then went home, and then here i am, so bye.

hey, what a day, im forced to be angry this morning by a msg by that bu nan bu nu! cause of her those fucking msgs. ARGH! i cant remember every single detail! But seriously, see what she posted in fb!

I had people force me take a thing.if I say don't wan mean I really don't wan…I will not hurt my dear wife..but got some girl at factory really don't know how to thinking.i don't wan make mydear wife sad..I love u老婆…

Really! if you love your wife, or rather, scared of her, you shouldnt msg me in the first place, with what you send this morning, smth like i am that kind of girl, when i have a gf already and you say i miss you like you still? And some other bloody things like i love my wife,i cant live without her. you dont msg me or call me anymore, im glad to know you as my friend, but i didnt know you are girl. and other fucking things. and when i sms you back that what i mean by like you is just as a friend, you said you have already done saying what you want to say. bye? Like hello! wtf! seriously, you love one friend, you gain one enemy!
Really! im annoyed ever since yst! and she post that thing on fb! you are trying to play with me, so i posted this in her msg, trying not to be a troublematic girl, and not to let you lose your bloody face!

You want to love your wife, that's your problem, you see. i have a boyfriend. and what i mean by like, it's as a friend. The thing that you refer to, is just a farewell snack. you did not want it, i didnt really force you to take it. Did i? If you love your wife, you should not msg me at the first place. Get your thinking straight, would you? And, stop accusing me of being 那钟女人. Get your facts well, before saying this and that. i even told you we won't be together! Dont sent me some msgs saying what trust? what delete msg then, in case your gf see. i treat u as a friend only! Who do you think i am! Stop turning your words over and point them at me!i have already delete your no. after i smsed you this morning. 别让你自己,老婆和其他人误会我!喜欢跟爱是不同的! Even after telling you that i what i mean by liking you is just as a friend, and you post such thing over here. Thanks uh! ex friend. Take good care of your wife if you will! Dont force me to state everything here!
i hope your gf do see this! So that she wont misunderstood me anymore!

really, sibei san ba! tmd!lao niang yue lai yue bu shuang! anyway! shall stop posting about that bloody bitch! argh! get on my nerves only! hmm, today was my last day, it was a litle fun rather than those usual routine when we just punch out our card and rushed home, hehe, liling and ravi gives us a keychain and choc respectively. ravi came earlier and asked where mani is, mani is a production dept leader, but it sounds like money, so i disturbed him saying money in your wallet ah, choc where! haha. funny right. no ? ok lor. hmm, bye!

konnichiwa~!! hmm, have been working lately, till my energy is almost being drained out. Well, im going to end work on the 9th march and that stupid ravi dont believe me and he's not getting any choc for me, SOB!! haha! hmm, well, after finishing my this current job, im getting a new one, and! i shall have to exercise. The thing is, however, that my schedules are full! LOL! there are so many things i have and need to do. Plus, EVERYTHING THAT I AM GOING TO DO ARE GOING TO COST A BOMB! school fees, Transportation, dad's bdae, schools, bags, gym, AND EVERYTHING ELSE! sigh! what am i supposed to do. i am penniless.Sniggle.hmm, i cant wait to see who my new classmates are. i hope they wont be boring and i hope no one will be vain! and i hope i wont dislike anyone there. LOL! and i hope my clique will be in the same class as me, as i hate making new friends. if i have ne friends, my old fren will be so called being 'buang' by me. LOL! anyway, i gotta sleep as i have to work tml. :(( penniliess eileen.