YEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! hehe!! im tired, but happy. Guess why~ because of work of course. Indeed! In the afternoon shift, when Lan Fang is there, there won't be any laughter or noise, except for some whispering. But you will never know what happen after she left. What else? Noisiness! What do you expect?. Anyway, i guess these two days, we are lucky, as we 'managed' to stay at that dept instead of going to the machine. i don't like machine, it's dead boring without those people there, plus what if there's some more doublesized?  I can't explain much here about what happen to day as i just painted my nails. So i shall do point form instead. Of course, most of them is about xiao ping, Xiao Ping is like Ah Chee from my 2nd oldest work place. Just that Ah Chee is more vulgar, and Xiao Ping is 'SI WEN' according to herself. Her most used terms are 'Why you like that ah' 'why you so fat ah' , etc. Do not doubt that she is quiet, she's not. IN FACT, she's noisy and funny. Hmm, WHAT should i say? like chinese new year, xue ying said everyone go xiao ping house, and there's one phillipine lady there, and she has a son, and to brin her son go there just to get hong bao, and hear xiao ping telling xue ying "why you ask everyone ah. you cannot dont ask meh, y you so kpo ah?' stuffs like that. And then it link to something else such as we bring our cousins and siblings go, and asked everyone to go xiao ping house. And then she said smth like go xue ying house. Xue ying stay at jb, and that she shall bring her son go, and then her elder sister and older brother. and she even started counting how many children her siblings have, sis 4, bro 2. and that she will being all of them to xue ying house, then it link to uncle's house. She tell one of the uncle that xue ying want to go to his house to get hong bao on CNY. and the three of us, xy, zy and me, said that we will say to uncle that she want to bring 7 children to his house, and xiao ping pointed at me mumbling, trying to mouth-scold me. haha. There's a lot of things that we laugh about. Really! and the other is, we play a game. Remember the childhood game, Sheng da lao ren sheng dan shu.. at first the game was that the 4 of us, XP,XY,ZY and me are not to talk to each other, only that the loser are to be xiao ping, cause she talk too much, Ten thought of this game, and the three of us, other than XP, are supposed to do smth to let xp talk. but then her mouth!!! she tried her best, i dare say, even her mouth shap changed, trying to be firm. It's really funny. Then, as she wont talk, ten change the rules a bit, that whoever show their teeth, will be the loser, and the loser will get to paste the cross labels on their mouth, and of course, it's meant to aim for XP. we did stuffs to make her laugh, to kick her so as to let her say smth,etc. That's another thing though. another thing funny was that, earlier, XY asked what's my chinese name, then sirname, and she thought i say shen, (GOD), but mine is another pronounciation. Then Ziying, she heard ZHU,(pig), we laughed about it, and wait for xp to come back. and asked her what her sirname and name is. her name is guo wen bing. but her mum called her ah ping, so her name kinda change to xiao ping. Then got one aunty said that bing is better then ping, cause ping stands for someone pretty, then xiao ping said "i not pretty meh!' she shot back the aunty, but her words are really funny, and it was just when i was pouring the housing right into the container, and she said that, making me shake with laughter, cant control and that housing right came out of the paper as i were shaking.

HI^^ im bored. sis asked me go WWW, but then im feeling tired and lazy. Then we are supposed to go swimming instead. Yet, im feeling tired and lazy as well. Will be going to grandma house for dinner later, as i didn't go there yesterday. Dont really feel like going though, but mum said that grandma is checking for the old people illness. and Xiao yi that time asked us to go see grandma. Wee, lucky there's 2 day off, else, i will out right now, as it's 1 o'clock. Really tired. Doing the dame thing repeatedly in such a boring and quiet environment makes me even more tired. :( i dreamt that i went back to burger king to work again. and that im not ready to work there. LOL! Right, there's nothing to post right now. so bye!

TROLLOLOL!! IM HOME.................. FINISHED EATING MY BELOVED MACSPICY, MILO WITH NO ICE, AND OF COURSE, NOT MISSING MY TWISTER FRIES!! has been craving for about one week for mac, but didn't get the chance to eat them. Nevertheless, i have eaten them wholeheartedly, and i don't even feel like sharing with anyone. On the way home, i was wondering whether i should buy or not, i brought it and im happy. OH WELL! i woked up at 11, when my alarm is 11.15am. i woked up hurriedly just to check my result. i wished that i could get a 3.5 at least, but as this term, i do not have the mood to study and i can't focus much, my gpa dropped. therefore, my cumulative points are 3.438,   My first semester i got 3.533, for the 2nd semester, i got 3.353. :( never mind! Anyway, went to work as usual today, and one of my colleagues, who is also a student, she got terminated for forcing on the machine and getting all the materials rejected. Well! you cant blame her! she's alone over there. who helped her? and not giving a second chance and you guys terminated her, poor thing. even the philipine lady say it too! lucky im doing another type of machine, only hoping that nothing will go wrong with those dumb machine again. and if you were to ask me what machine i'll like to do, i rather choose the machine that wont spoil or doublestack, in a very cold area, rather that those machine that will cause troubles.i have enough of black faces! argh! ok bye!

Dear readers, since im doing nth right now, and im spamming someone's phone. therefore, i shall update my blog today. im not really looking forwards to work today. But then, it's better if i really go work. If only it's like on Friday, when me and Ziying did the same thing and we sat beside each other. i dare say that there's laughter. erm, just that, it's a bit too much. some of the things that i laughed at, resulted me in having my sides pain. And i dont think i like to do machine. Why can't they get those malay people to do, seriously. i have already signed twice on the record book due to doublestack. First time, it's no double stack but that indian asshole claimed that it is. NVM. second time, i accidentally did it, although i have sweep my hand across the top, what will you want me to do. And that indian asshole, your face already black, what for make it even blacker-.- and i even said sorry cause i knew it's my fault, and do you think i really want it? i don't even want to talk to you!who are you to reprimand me, stop preaching and get your work done. you don't like to work, you can fuck off, don't work la. TSK! you are a nobody to me, although you are more senior than me. sometimes, indian guys, mostly! they think they are a little know it all, they are stubborn, proud, naive, BITCHY, and arrogant. i even told shiva about that guy, and even asked him, am i right or not that most indian guys are like that, he even said yes! i really wished that he was with me at the factory instead. He wont even fucking scold me! argh! never mind, the reason why i don't feel like going to work is because i want to rest. im like not having enough rest. Sigh! But then, i cannot abandon Ziying. hmm. anyway, yst mum cooked hokkien mee. afternoon i went out with ziying, we have no time to call others, as it's a last minute thingy. so we went to CSM to look for the things i need, then head over to scape to find ziying's stuff, as well as finding mine. we then walked over to orchard, had our lunch there, then head over to far east. We walked till night, almost ten. i thought my hand is breaking soon. the things are too heavy! i have got 4 plastic bag and i bag! TSK! then today, mum cooked curry jiap cai!!!! cause my father's side, grandma, 3rd uncle and aunty, came to our house. Mum cooked tang yuan as well, along with the luo mi, it's damn nice! But then! that aunty sibei kpo, fb she keep kpo already, nvm, i have deleted her! but then the things im looking at, show, other ppl's blog, fb, twitter, she everything also asked. 'what is this?''who?' she asked too much qns, i can assured you. and after lunch, shiva miss called me 3 times, uncle pass me my phone, i went to my room, as i need that privacy from that aunty as well as the less level of noisiness. i came back to the living room, i left only for about 2 min, she turned the laptop abit to her side, and guess what. She logged out my fb, and when i looked at it, she said she want to log in into her's. WTF! after they left, i asked my mum if she got asked that aunty to use or not. MY MUM SAID NO! fucking no! DAMN! doesn't she know what is permission, don't she know what is manners. And also! she keep leaning to me! can't she see that im like avoiding her the minute she lean on me. well, she leaned on me, to kpo and look at what im doing, so im like keep pausing the things im doing and just keep watching the show. Seriously! Then a while later, dad go sleep, and even later, mu mum's side, 2nd uncle and aunty came to my house, bringing stuffs, just when i was in fb commenting with joseph, joseph is their son. LOL! they stayed for less than an hour, then they left. it seems like a family day today! visiting day or what?.

think i should not get angry this fast, as im always turning sick once im angry and when i cried. anyway. i woked up being cheery. feeding my tortoise. shouting a boo to ah jun while half jumping and half walking. head to the kitchen. washed rice, cooked soup. as there's a mixture of the flour and water, i poured it into the soup to make it stickier, as i thought mum will want me to do that. i then started cutting fruits to bring to my work place to eat. put in the rice to be steamed after the soup has boiled. continued cutting fruits and the doorbell rang and parents came into the house. mum placed her things on the dining table.then said something like called me never pick up. i left  my phone on the dining table, you see. so how am i supposed to know whether you called me or not. then she shouted saying got burning smell or smth. and that the soup is too full to steam the rice, later overflow. she asked me to bring the cutting board away to another side. and i hold my bowl of fruit . she took the steaming rice tray and half-threw it on the cloth, and of course, the water vapour would have splattered on my feet. no sorry? nvm. she then shouted that i never smell the chaota smell ah. stand her so long never smell ah, she said a lot, i cant remember what. then she get to my fruits, saying what for i cut them, and that she had expected me to noe all this, how old am i, shouldnt i have know all these. and when i told her i really dont know, and that she's always placing those stuffs beside the stoves, which means that when im the one cooking, im supposed to put them into the soup. and she said, "ya la huh! ..." i really tried controlling, when i knew i was about to burst, i placed my bowl of fruit into the fridge, and head to the bathroom, with my both arms locking each side of my ear. it works although i could heard muffling of the screamings she made. it was better than using my hands to cover my ears. the thing is, i knew that my dad cant say anything as he will also get shouted at as my mum will also shift half of the blame towards him, and he knew my mum's temper. the thing is, he did not come and comfort me, he did not do anything, he just sat down on the living room, looking at everything that has happened. LOOK! there's no comfort even though i tried explaining, it wasnt completely my fault, regardless of my age, the thing is, no one taught me about any thing like this. and yet, no one bothered to come in and talk to me, forget about saying apologies, there's just no soothing and such. after broking down, i told myself to stop crying and to wipe my tears away completely dry, till it dont looks like i did. before heading out, i told myself to tell her the reason why i did those things and if she cant take it, forget it. and it eventually happen, step into the kitchen, and she was still shouting. tell her the reason. she shouted back. i stomp into the living room, switched on my laptop and heard her shouting to me that everyday stick to computer only, what else you all know! i ignored her, checked fb and twitter, didnt bother to reply anything comments as im not in a good mood. switched off lappy, prepared my things for bathing, went to my room packing my things, halfway, dad went into the toilet. after a while after he came out, i went and bath, make up halfway, she shouted, "dont want faster ah, 1 o'clock already!" i ignored her. i then came out to eat, i ate as fast as i could, almost chocking, i gobble up everything, my mouth full, spoon full! just to escape out of this house. she then asked me qns such as, you got eat... ? you want fruit i go buy apple, you bring the whole thing go, yst you cross the bridge to take bus ah, etc. one word ans is the best i could give after she asked me those qns 2nd time. and dad said something about the soup, the black colour is chaota one, dont eat. he said in a soft voice, i ignored him. after washing those bowls. i went out of the house without even a single goodbye. i looked back once. their backs were on me. i turned around, and walked quickly to the bus stop. i just reached home, i went into the kitchen, thinking i should cook a magee mee, and drink my wintermelon, as i did  not buy my beer or mac earlier. but i saw the leftover soup from the afternoon, and the kuey that she asked me if i got eat or not. i tie up my hair, preparing to leave the kitchen and she came, asking me whether i want her to fried the kuey or not. i said no. she asked me wan eat or not, i said no. she then asked what's up to me, and that who make you angry, why like that, you quarrel with ppl at work ah, i was thinking, it's because of you, and i quarrelled with you, and im angry and dissapointed at you.then she came to the living room with kuey asking me want or not, i didnt answer and when she asked a second time, i said no. she went to sleep after telling my sis to off the laptop early. and im bad? she didnt control her temper, if she did, and if she were to talk properly, thrice, i had told her, you just keep shouting, you never listen to anyone, the reason or anything. if she were to, she wont have said even harsher word, she wont have make me angry, i totally peace myself out at first. these few times, all these times, these few weeks, she shouted and i didnt reply, because i will do those things she asked me to, and that as i will do it, she dont have to worry, but still she shouted. and when she's angry, i keep quiet, so as to make myself cooler, to not letting myself angry, or perhaps, even angrier. what did i do wrong? i did something wrong because i didnt know what i had done is wrong. i keep trying to cool myself down, and she, bursting out that way, my dad, no helping but just looking, no comfort but carefree. even trying to carry those trays of packets of yakults when it came, and i ignored it totally! i am piss. stop making me even pisser, like trying to make it clear that he want me to help. you didnt bother to help me, and it's ok, but when you dont care. what am i? you dont have to mention about those times when he even speak out for her, these kind of "comfort", it's enough to kill me. mum might be feeling sorry now, yet, im sorry, i dont think i wanna cool down today. im really dissappointed.

dear story of my life, im tired. i got up at 11 plus going to 12, have nasi lemak that was cooked by my mum. sedap ni! and my father who keep saying he dont eat much rice, and keep giving rice to mum, get a second helping when my mum's not there. anyway, after that, mum go sleep, so i am the only one apart from my parents and bro who are not sleeping, but cleaning away. and it's not even finished. we only finished one corner. we as in me and my mum after my mum waked up after 30 min when she's supposed to wake up as she is damn tired too. but then i cannot tahan anymore, so i have to get help from her. can't imagine when i had my own house. i make sure i clean every month at least once or twice, set up a date or smth, making sure im off and had enough rest, and clean! else im gonna stuck this way. like im the only child who clean my own room -.- when mine is a sharing room. argh! mum say she is too thirsty and ask me acc her go buy drink some more. sigh! so bye, have to bath and go out again

YAWN!! annyeong. im really tired, and my eyes are really suffocating. woke up early today :(  and i almost cant wake up, due to a job interview at bishan cpf building, me and zy were supposed to meet at .. what time did we meet? at 10, but since im kinda late. therefore.. in the bus, listen to songs, trying to feel asleep, ajumma keep smsing me and that fat indian man talking so loudly despite my loud music. turn my face sharply to him and he got a shock i guess? LOL. and ziying went off to popular to get some pen as she forgot to bring any. we then head over to cpf building, and walked one big round before reaching the correct entrance. Thus, we were late, and we saw many teens writing the form. so we waited and then finally getting one. so we finally get to be interviewed for that supermarket job we are actually getting for, but instead, he intro ask another job, something about scoping iphone, detecting the probs and stuff. and it's in a company, where you sit down on the desk and stool, doing the same old thing, a simple but boring job. so we agreed. we then went to mellinia walk to get my cup and gave kelly fatty aunty her present, and went around candy empire for a walk before taking mrt to hougang. we then took bus from there, investigate the buses over there, and then trying to solve the routes to the place we are supposed to work at for an interview. a simple interview. how long wil you be working, you dont mind? etc. and then we go back to bishan again. then signed the contract. and thus, finally, we are going home. after reaching home, text joanne, monkey and jacq if they wanna work there. and they all want, LOL! hope none of them will put aeroplane then. as it's not like other interview. and joanne and monkey were really funny, keep smsing and asking me qns. haha, really cute. k la , bye la, i wanna sleep. and! my bro army fren, add me, and when i check my profile, i didnt check the notification, he wrote: do i noe  you? LIKE SERIOUSLY! WTF! complain to my brother after replying back: you add me and asked me? 
seriously is he dumb or what. SIAO AH! alright, then nvm, i previously update at twitter, saying about this person who is hidhly sexual addictive. he's a bf of my sch fren. but this particularly sch fren, none of use were that close to her, in fact, almost all are bullying her. But then, it really sadden me that her bf is one of a kind, seriously, who post those fucking scenes in fb, who post those comments such as are you horny? looking for sex, you lok horny, call me at this no, etc. like seriously, even if you are despo.. think for her la dey! somemore, me karen xueling were on the phone earlier. talking about it. as xueling posted something about
"wan sex go geylang or smth, and others," so i comment about it, end up, it's the same person whom we are talking about! so we spoke on the phone, and that that guy might be crazy, and that there's once when duno what j do, and that guy shout at her like crazy. somemore he dont work, and he's got this kind of job when people past awayy and they do those music. and that the guy mum did the same thing,. for the guy's dad, he get home like a drunkard each time. and his brother, who's in primary school, have dirty hands and looks at those stuff.  sigh! i really wanna help her. and i really wanna sleep now, so bye.

right, saw this and i feel like doing it. it's actually from fb. the answers will be about the latest things that happen to me.


1) 2 girls i can trust : ziying, joanne


2) 2 boys i can trust : eddy, ben


3) Who knows my deepest secret : zhaoya 


4) Who make me smile : all my joker fren like zhaoya and 


her bf, ben, and those who make me laugh,

5) Relationship status : attached, however you can say that 


im married ^^

6) Someone i have become close recently : Ziying

7) Longest childhood friend : weimin, we knew each other for 14 years already.



8) Something that makes me jealous : erm, when a good
 and close friend of mine have to hang out with others as 


there are a lot of reasons like they go another school, they 


work another place or smth, when the both of us are busy.
9) Cutest friend : zhaoya

10) Funniest friend : ben? zhaoya?

11) One confession : i have been thinkin about these thing,


 is it worth for us to be tgt, and the ans is yes. erm, 


currently.

12) Someone i want back in my life : J, my beloved goups of


 cliques whom i used to hang out with.

13) 5 people i don't wish to lose : my family, J, all my old 


friends, hamsters, shiva

14) Someone who knoes how to cheer me up : erm, 


perhaps only music

15) Someone i really love : my mum?

16) Hottest person to like this status : im not doing a status.

17) someone who i wan a photo with : J

18) My mood is : alright
19) Someone i hate : hate? i dont think i hate, rather, 


dissapointed with, christabelle and babu.

20) Favourite thing i like to do: oh, there's too much, 


singing, bowling, universal studio, play in the water, reunion 


the old days, pooling, dipping myself in the pool, painting nail


 polish, shoppings for my fav heels, polish , clothings, and 


those things i like






yeah done, at least when i do this post, i felt like i noe


 something about myself, and the people around me.

EEK! im feeling too restless ever since holiday starts. dont wanna get e job but still have to, because of mum. although i told mum umpteem times of the reasons why i do not want to go back mfm, but she dont seem to understand. yst spoke to makcik, she ask me dont intro zy to mfm because it's a malay village there. she go there she also sian. haha, she said that she sian ji pua. that's wht she wrote, after that, she sms me.anyway, im really tired. and i dont even know the reason. im like hoggin on my laptop although i am feeling really tired and sleepy, even lazy and tired to walk to my bedroom and sleep. SIGH! what's getting into me. LIFE IS REALLY HARD,  oh no, HUMANS ARE COMPLICATED WITH THEIR FEELINGS, AND CONFUSED THEMSELVES UP WITH THEIR OWN THINKING,

ANNYEONG! hehe, went to wild wild wet again with ziying, since we are damn bored. as gina is not free, and joanne is not back from taiwan yet. hmm, although we didnt play as much as that time, cause we just rode those rides not long ago, in fact, less than a week, when siao ei went together. and the fact, that i rained a little. we stayed at tsunami for quite a long time, and ziying, crazily, taught me how to say ahoy when she said something i cannot remember, HAHA! anyway, when the both of us woked up this morning, both of us were like so tired, maybe that's why we dont have that energy to play that much? hahahha!! some of the guys are quite cute, saw 2 boy, if gina is here, she might say they are cute? maybe? LOL! anyway, we ave lunch at the foodcourt. and we went for a meal at kfc before heading to 2 shops and toilet and lastly, 7-11 to read the newspaper, till it's 7 plus! wth! didnt realise the time had passed so fast today. anyway, im too bored that i went to watch nickkhun and victoria "we got married". hehe , so i shall continue my show, BYE!~

hello, shall update about yesterday. weren't in such a good mood about some things. And about 4 plus, jun siong suddenly call me and ask me want to meet or not. so we also call eddy. but js said that eddy will msg him later if he joining us or not. so we smsed zhaoya too, but she only left with 20 bucks, so me and js meet first. before going out, i called eddy, and then he said he will go home soon, and tell me what time he is coming out. Because i told him we playing bowling later, and he want. LOL! we then went to mellinia walk to get my pay and return that dumb uniform, my pay only 15 dola, LOL! we then head to marina square to eat seoul garden and that time, it was reaching 8.  Me and js were like sooo hungry. hahaa. but we cant decide what to eat. so we managed to go around marina square then we reach upon seoul garden. reach there, still have to wait for 3 bloody girls who keep asking questions non stop -.- im hungry already, and you took so long to decide something. almost yell at them.  finally we started to eat. then i remember js cant really eat beef, then he say can, but he never eat, haha, cause i told him i will eat instead. when eddy finally ready, we then decide to go tampines safra to play bowling, along with ben. before we left for tampines, there's one server who is holding the soup, and he accidentally spilled some onto js WHITE shirt with collar and buttons and long sleeves. o ya , jun siong go my wedding, that's what he said, wear till so formal, but kanna the soup. hahah. i then tell him that i saw desmond phey two time, one at bugis, one at fren house. then i said botak! then he said who? i said, william and valerie fren. oh desmond ah. chey. T_T then he said he remember me and desmond worked in burger board because desmond asked me to, and that after wrapping the burger, when i open the microwave to zap, the mirowave door hit des on the forehead and his forehead is erm, bald, so it's like.. then des go cover his head with his hand. haha . i dont recall any of these. really. meeting with js, although he keep telling me the same old stories. i dont think i will get sick. as i might need someone to remind me that i had done funny things and there are good memories in the past. we then went over to mrt station. and he sleep! TSK! so i play his hp game. we reached and took bus. and i went for a pft break with js, but alas, ben and eddy sitting outside safra! LOL! got nag by ben, we then head towards bowling. and we had 13 games to play! lol! miscommunication and misunderstanding between us and the staff there. and the time was already late. and they have school tml. we play till 12 plus, 4 min almost reaching 12.40. where the last bus is. we then miss our final game and run/rushed to reach the bus stop. hehe were so funny during those games. i really really miss the old times. really, those people of mine, they can be my alcohol and ciggs instead. it was really a peaceful night, even though im tired, and drank coffee and that place. which might be the reason why yst im not asleep yet when i reached home, although im lying on my bed. thinking of yst night. it was so peaceful, and im happy till i even tried to run and walk damn fast to the bus stop with my face all getting sweated. and i didnt even make a fuss about it. ah ben then asked me want to meet sean today for the last time before he go NS or not. and im like duwan la, he never asked me, then ben said he say can already. and i was like saying, that time the few of us saw each other at xueming chalet, he like trying very hard to say something already. cause we so long never see each other, duno what to say. so i said, duwan ah, hhehe. then he said yst they were supposed to play bowling, but cheng rong dont want. and that lin jiang got girlfren!! and ben say he dont want say first, wait till that zhu lao ye go back china then he write a book and asked eddy to translate. lol! anyway, im so happy that i have to write this. that's why my post is so long.

HI! went to wild wild wet today with siao ei, hehe, have a lot of fun, were soooo excited as it's been so long since i last went there. and i think i will be going there very very very soon. LOL! but i still miss playing pooling too! hehe! so long never play already. anyway, we went there to play bath and then have our dinner. well erm, we keep rushing for the waterfall, and tsunami. and those games, like tra la and everything else is just so fun, hehe!! too fun, unable to describe it at it's best. Anyway, joanne will be going taiwan tml, and im really jealous, hehe, nevertheless, hope you have a safe trip and have many many fun over there. Dont because of tired then dont play ah! hmm, my leg really damn pain because of that friction between my short pant and leg, along with water. it's like my skin teared. alright, shall continue my maple now. hehe