Destroy what destroys you

The Traveller

Eileen. 21
Love travelling. Vintage. Tattoo. Rose. Nature.
Singapore
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♥Peace for me and my family
♥Enjoy when i can
♥Getting into poly
♥Everyone to be healthy and happy
♥To travel as soon as possible
♥Save money
♥Find him
♥Slim
♥Get license before poly starts
♥Having a portrait of myself drawn
♥Theatre shows

Saturday, November 26, 2011

9:04 AM

if only, if only, if only everything will just go right.
if only, if only, if only we will be alright.
if only, if only, if only nothing goes wrong,
if only, if only, if only none of us are in wrong.
i wish, how i wish, that everything will be fine.
i wish, just wish, that i will be secured,
if only i can be really happy, if only there's no such thing as hurt, or maybe, if i dont even experience anything, that is probably the best thing in my lives. if only i wasnt born, if only i wasnt here. i werent want to feel happiness if there's sadness. im not escaping, i just do not want to face it.
im really tired. im tired of everything. im tired of having immosisa, im tired of thinking about everything and everyone but not myself. im tired, to think that only i care, and no one else. i tired of thinking that im stupid, everything happens because of myself. it's my fault that i allowed everything to go haywire. i wish, i really wish, i dont have to suffer such grieveness. i wish, really wish, that if i were to lie in bed now, i wont have to wake up forever.

NOTE

Not for tagboard. Sorry not sorry.
NOTES FOR MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE.

1. Know yourself.
2. Understand what makes you feel great.
3. Recognize things that get you down.
4. Set goals to achieve what you want.
5. Develop trusting friendships that makes you feel good.
6. Don't be afraid to ask for help.
7. Stand up for your beliefs and values.
8. Help someone else.
9. Take responsibility for your own actions.
10. Take good care of yourself.

Think positively.
Exercise daily.
Eat healthy.
Work hard.
Stay strong.
Worry less.
Dance more.
Love often.
Be happy.

"Never expect too much. When you get your hopes up. You hurt yourself more than you need to."

Travelling all over the world
Trying all sorts of food over the world
Having different types of experiences.
Nature
Scenery
Photography
Acting
Singing
Having fun
Eating

Hating isn't on my list. It's time to love myself more.
I distance myself from people for a reason. A good one.
Destroy what destroys you.
Free Myself

Treasure the unknown last.
Anything could be the last.
You are not in competition with anybody but yourself
Plan to outdo yourself.
Not other people.

Believe you can and you're halfway there.
- Theodore Roosevelt

Making a big life change is pretty scary
But regret is much scarier.

If you don't go after what you want
You'll never have it.
If you don't ask
The answer is always no.
If you don't go forward
You're always in the same place.

The lesser you care
The happier you will be.

Keep shits to youself
In reality, no one give a fuck.

DECIDE.COMMIT.SUCCEED.