Friday, July 29, 2011
8:50 AM
hi, oh well i willjust be writing a summary of what happen today as im tired. went to sku, have lessons, were quite peaceful until POA teacher, i got so fed up with that gay, argh, he taught one thing on wed, and i wrote all down, only that im not even clear, which one is which one, what is what, nvm, today lesson, he summarised; a quick recall, and it's a different thing tgt. i got fed up la, seriously, and then suddenly, AGAIN!, he just gave us a so call test? LIKE SERIOUSLY, WTF! fcking gay! argh! and i do not have that mod to complete the test, i just felt like throwing the pen at him and scream out damn loud, argh! dont know is one thing, teaching two things and i dont understand both is another thing, i dont know who to ask, that's another thing, ARGH! anyway, after sku, went back tam, to the bank, to deposit money, then went to find makcik, met at cityhall,eat sakae sushi, talk a lot of bullshits, finaly we finished our food, and halfway thru our bullshits, only then i know tml is her b.dae, ohoh, i do not hve enough money, plus there'sonly two place where they sell cakes, breadtalk and one more shop. but we eat so much, how can she eat? lol! went to PS next, went around, and she saw smth she like, so i was like peeping here and there, hoping she didnt see me, then when i wantd to pay for the thing, she came to me and askd what i want. walao. makcik! haha, anyway, were backhome, washed clothes and argh, eat bee hoon, no streangth to eat, listening to justin bieber baby oh, and i was thinking it's ok what, why so many ppl dont like him? LOL.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
9:57 AM
yeah, hihihi. hmm, worked at traders hotel just now, actually wanted to extend to 11, one hour more, can earn 6 dola more leh, but mum say dont want, and i do not want too, muahahha, cause im tired. anyway, tok bus to bedok, spent my time doing POA, reached bedok, took the bus, and the smell of french fries stayed with the rest of my journey home, make me so hungry only. anyway, it led me to thought of bk, well, actually, i were thinking about bk these few days, i guess it's because of working and the people there that makes me feel so low, i guess? cause nothing happen to me, and those few days i were thinking about those stuffs. and i was damn fast in counter, be it take away or eating here, i can packed the faster, i talked fast too, im not being modest, im being truthful, i know im fast, and i proud it.i got praised, but there's advantages and disadvantages too.well,most of them disadvantages too,you see, when i was working in bk, i could late for up to 5 hours, am i that bad? unfortunately yes, i am, but everyone expect me to work in counter every single day i come, argh! and it got me even fed up when william left for manhattan, and a sebestian come, he whom is that short belle's ex manager at parkway parade, bth cmi wan. come work machiam lepak only. -.- anyhow anyhow change deployment, magnetic name that is put somewhere, her hand can be so itchy and move it to elsewhere to the place that she wanted to do, but she's actually doing nth but sai kang. and when she told me about that new manager who came after i left, wanting to promote her, and william told me that, he heard a totally diff story, thepromoting is actually firing, LOL -.- anyway, i found myself unable to stay there so i was thinking of going to manhattan as well, well, to find myself rid of those people who dont bother to really work and say here and there pain.-.- but end up, guess what, william called to speak to me, and she also want to join me at manhattan -.- and!! she wanted to start at the same day with me!! and!!i actually wanted to start early!!and!! i have to wait for her off day to come so as to meet william!! fuck right, never ask me, straght away, just say she wants to start at the same day with me, and just meet at a later date. siao ah! knn, really si pubor leh. fuck!aiya, forget about it, i was talking about bk actually. argh, i forgot what i want to talk about nvm, haha. maple again, or sleep?
Sunday, July 24, 2011
11:14 AM
guess what, im not asleep yet, were gossiping actually. about some things in cs. guess it's time to update already, there's new staffs and managers, managers were once trainee in ps, and i did not know that she's christabelle stepmother, hoho, cause when she asked that belle to go tc, and she dont want to , and even show attitude, stepmother said that she dont have to say anything, if dont want go, just say it.hoho, so she can only keep quiet, plus the stepmother has that erm, poker face? to everyone esp the BOH. once they do smth wrong, she will say it straight in your face. and jamil and janice dont like her too. what if i returned? will i quarrel with her too, i bet i will, hohoho, and also, there is plan for belle to transfer to tc, and christine to ps, only that william dont want her there. so there. and well, my current plan is.. i will not say it here. anyway, just wait till i changed my shirt alright, and i will see how cs will turn like, cause if i go cs in a new shirt, either there will be more problems, or those people will leave, or i wil be the one leaving. so nbye, i need to sleep, ziying will scold me already. it's good to have frens like that actually. haha, because its billion times better to have frens who backstab you/ goodnite.
12:41 AM
Cold heart baby, cold eyes baby.. hey! oh well, let's see, friday i did not work did not school. sat worked at 8 at traders, it's so tiring. start at 5 at mfm. again tiring, and my head is throbbing really hard. i thought i will have faint, and i dont know whether i should tell anyone.anyway, PS team asked me if i am going to join in watching the movie; harry potter. and i wanted to watch the show, but with my head, and plus they all, are always erm, talking in myanmar, i cannot understand. and i only know 5 phrases from myanmar only. so..it will be kind up of weird. well, we did talk. but hmm, when they talked, it just feel weird. anyway, it was with the whole mfm team, and im like kind of argh, wanting to leave, as i dont want to see anybody from cs team, and i kind of regreted even more when i see joe, ewww. and when the movie starts, im like a texting manic. and when the movie ends, im stuck, unable to walk.LOL. stiff already, then joe saw me, and say hoi, and i was previously having my face slanted in his direction about 45 degree. so i just turned my face back straight slowly, ignoring him. so he just walked off, as if suddenly remembering what is the purpose of me leaving cs. SO THERE. i will be back. and.. i forgot to take receipt so how am i supposed to claim back my money. 21 plus. DAMN.
Friday, July 22, 2011
2:45 AM
how i wish i could eat a lot without gaining on weight, there are just so many things that i feel like eating, im aint like last time already, when i only eat little bit, fish and co, my buffets (seafood, and sushi esp!), and so many others :( sigh!! if money can drop own from the sky.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
8:46 AM
whoa there! im finally drinking milo again, hehe, it's been so long since i drink milo made my milo powder. hah!! mum buy one. hoho!! school, are as boring as usual, but work are also getting boring, nono, all sounds so wrong, i guess it's my life that are getting even boring than usual. went nafra test when i dont have to go -.- i can actually sleep more, and i were running late that morning,n i kind of ran to sch, but i dont have to go actually -.- DAMN! ok, i've been wanting to watch KL gangster. but, it's so late already, but i still want to watch leh, ok i go watch. bye
Sunday, July 17, 2011
9:21 AM
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
- You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
- You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
- You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
- Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
- Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
Friday, July 15, 2011
11:28 PM
i had a dream yst, it's about this person whom erm, like me for years. this is the truth, but he's my bro right now. and quite a few people met at this place. and there were people whom i grow up with that year, when my bro are always sticking to me. just then, there were photographers. and right away i said i want to take photo of the four of us, when we are in pri 1 and 2. and the three of them agreed, so we took photos. and right after taking the photo, i turned to wm, whom is sitting on my right, and i told him i could not forget about how last time is like and i like him. he said why didnt i told him last time. i did not say anything although i know that i did not like him last time. and erm.. we kiss. OMG. but i was pursing my lips together. because i dont know if the thing im doing is right or wrong, cause i had a boyfren already. then he said wy i put my lips tgt. then he wrote somewhere that we kiss. but he got a gf. and then. i forgot the rest of the dream already. weird right. lol.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
6:18 AM
hi babe, im sick, totally sick, and i keep sleeping in class, esp during that gay teacher class, he like read the things that are out from our book, only rephrase the phrase only, and expect all to listen to him only, and expect all to pass his module or else we cannot tell others that we are from office skills. i told people umpteen times that i am from office skills, already. anyway, were supposed to work on sunday but did not go, go to cs with shiva, and santhana and his gf, jamil said that im supposed to work there today as there is only one staff at night which is him, ohoh, but i cant help, as the next sku there is school, and i dont want to work with those people, small people, meaning their size is small, and their action is small but evil. and, they acted like one big fuck like that. and joe came and talked so much, and i told shiva aiya dont need talk so much to these people wan la, and even jamil heard, haha, and it's when that belle came out that time, so i expect that she and that joe heard, well. i meant for them to heard that. and at that morning, shiva went to cs alone, and that belle asked, where eileen. lol. myo myat also asked if im working or not, then that belle said "she working at PS what." haha, yeah, you cant expect me to work with you right, or else i am totally sure that i will make things difficult for you, you want to bet? come on. and dont talk like you care, or whatever, even asking shiva if he ok already, will he come back work, and shiva said"ya why cannot ah!" and that belle was like i never say anything what."lol. and when jamil asked that belle to stay at night, shiva was like saying that"you here or not also same what." well, he purposely said that, and yeah, im happy. you thought what, that belle can ah bang here ah bang there, busy time, ah bang help me this and that. in that fucking stupid annoying and irritating voice. and you thought you can step on shiva head as he always help you right. HAA! no way, enjoy when he's back alright. LOL. jamil asked me to come back if shiva go back, and i told him, unless they go i come back. i think i told a lot of people that. and i dont think i will change this phrase. cause not a minute that i want to see those face. and that day PS actually wanted me to go there. and they like never said anything. LOL. i guess im lucky. I WILL NOT GO THERE. SERIOUSLY.unless you want me to create trouble. hais, how i wish roliah will really come back mfm, but then, it's not possible. anyway, mnday started sku, and i kinda fel weird, haha, i guess i keep working till i lost the feeling of going sku. anyway, had new teachers. and one of them whose lesson cannot make it. his powerpoint slide consists of words that are already from the notes, and his elaboration is... something that is totally out of the point, he expects all to listen to only him, to speak only english, and the way he talk to us, TOTALLY SARCARSTIC. lol. and he said if we failed the module, we better dont say we are from ite, we are not from office skills, etc. LIKE WTH! i was thinking that i could pay real attention this term, but. i keep falling asleep in his class, i seriously dont think it's because of tiredness, but it's the way he talked, and the way he taught, and the way he elaborated. hmm, ok, i shall sleep early today, no harry potter for me today.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
10:07 AM
hi, it's been long since i last upload post right. so here i am. anyway, has been working like a dog this month, and i worked two jobs, i worked two jobs before, escape and bk, but im having two jobs, which are traders hotel and mfm, and both job are actually rather tiring. HAIS. anyway, school will be starting on the following monday, so there.. but, we still dont know about our time table yet, we only knew that we have to reached school on monday at 8, argh! morning worked at hotel. but prepaid card no money to call shiva, so i have to get my hot and fresh money to buy a prepaid card. just when i have to use it to top up my ezlink, should have just take the money mum give me instead of saying no to her. LOL!anyway. went to mfm after that. erm, roger told me a secret that janice are not going to work anymore, and christine are fired, but he said he is not sure yet until he went back cs on tuesday, i asked me not to tell anyone, so when william told me, i was like you fired who? he said he fired a rm and christine, which is janice la. LOL! and he said janice is quite pissed off with him already. but the last sentence he said was, the small one still there. which mean that belle havent go luh. that day, i forgot when, roger asked me if i want to go back cs with him, i was like erh. the two of them never work there then i will go back. and he today said that, myo myat is still working there, because he told myo that he will go back to cs. hais, i miss milk milk oredi. LOL.anyway, anyway, im tired. so i guess i shall turn in sooner or later. ^^
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
8:55 AM
YO ANIMALS~ your zookeeper whom is me, is back again!! WELCOME BACK TO ZOOLOGICAL BLOG, I MISS YOU GUYS. LOL~ i went to the zoo with my SIAO EI~ahh. were actually plannin to meet karen yst to get money but she only gt 5 bucks, and she is on the way home, on the bus, and so how are we going to meet. then today, i went back to sleep, again. luckily ziying called me, so i woked up, and saw karen msg, after bathing and make up then i replied her. but im late, and ang mo kio is damn far, so i took bus to library to woodland, and took mrt to amk. we went to the zoo to have our kfc lunch, and went in to the zoo next. i think im crazy there.i took loads of pictures, and i walked very fast ??? LOL. we went for 2 shows, and tried to see penguins, HOWEVER, i got kinda dissapointed as i saw the penguin did not seem to be as cute as how i've seen them in mfm videos, and they were small and erm, not that cute, and we walked a lot of places, and keep trying to find where the penguin is at. haha. anyway, after the show we went to take bus to amk and have our dinner there. and we went window shopping and went home, but i alighted at toa payoh instead, and went to popular with zy and then went home. so bye. pictures will be uploaded at fb,.
NOTE
Not for tagboard. Sorry not sorry.
NOTES FOR MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE.
1. Know yourself.
2. Understand what makes you feel great.
3. Recognize things that get you down.
4. Set goals to achieve what you want.
5. Develop trusting friendships that makes you feel good.
6. Don't be afraid to ask for help.
7. Stand up for your beliefs and values.
8. Help someone else.
9. Take responsibility for your own actions.
10. Take good care of yourself.
Think positively.
Exercise daily.
Eat healthy.
Work hard.
Stay strong.
Worry less.
Dance more.
Love often.
Be happy.
"Never expect too much. When you get your hopes up. You hurt yourself more than you need to."
Travelling all over the world
Trying all sorts of food over the world
Having different types of experiences.
Nature
Scenery
Photography
Acting
Singing
Having fun
Eating
Hating isn't on my list. It's time to love myself more.
I distance myself from people for a reason. A good one.
Destroy what destroys you.
Free Myself
Treasure the unknown last.
Anything could be the last.
You are not in competition with anybody but yourself
Plan to outdo yourself.
Not other people.
Believe you can and you're halfway there.
- Theodore Roosevelt
Making a big life change is pretty scary
But regret is much scarier.
If you don't go after what you want
You'll never have it.
If you don't ask
The answer is always no.
If you don't go forward
You're always in the same place.
The lesser you care
The happier you will be.
Keep shits to youself
In reality, no one give a fuck.
DECIDE.COMMIT.SUCCEED.