there are so many things going around my brain now. and im thinking of friendships, betrayals, and a lot more.say, why do people helps others but al they get is being betrayed by them. and why does people changed so much, i dont know. all i can say is, the people around me, got hurt by these three people. and one of them, hurts me and others the most. she can said things and assume things, and she thought that she is right. argh! i dont know what im saying. she can tell stories and continue the day after. i really dont know. i sms champanzee just now. i told him i dont want to work there anymore, due to some prob, he ask if i can still take it a few more days? and i told him i dont know, he said he will get back to me. serously, i really hoped that i can help champanzee but instead, becaus of these people, that i really felt like giving up already.you might say this are some circumstances, and im supposed to get over it. but i have no wish to get over them, sms roliah as well, as the things i heard is totally not fair to her, at all. and seriously that guy, he is hopeless and he's turning into a balless freak, he thought he is cool , by hanging out with those people, he dont think that people has help him so much previously and he could actually said things like that, and led one person turn into a mental. and tht small girl, she really thought that m closed to her till she can say things that still dont go thru her mind, and the things  she talked behind me are just assumptions, and she could still talked about it as if this things really happen. and that sister of her, thinks that she can just outwin anyone by doing some kind of awful talks behind them. the three of them, really, i really wish to see them get their karma. and i really wished that somehow, i am the one who did all these things back to them instead.