and they live happily ever after... HI CHILDREN! hawahawhaw. were so so so so tired these few days as i have been working 2 jobs, and, shiva came today, and we went out and haha, i kinda cheated william say i need to say smth to him,(sounding so impt) and i asked him where he is and whether i can find him, and im reaching plaza sing soon. and. when i reached there, he was talking to one of his crew, and. he asked me to wait, and after he ended his talk, he asked me what happen, then i say er, can go outside talk, cause talk inside like a bit weird. and when we walked tear the entranc of the door, he said stuffs like i noe, if you dont want to work here anymore, its ok, anytime you wan come back.. then we reached near the escalator there where shiva is waiting, but william havent even noticed him yet, until... i motioned my head towards shiva direction. LMAO!! hahaha.they went to smoke, and said some stuffs, and.. he say to me that he tot i really got some serious problem that i want to talk to him. hahaha!! funny sial!! and me and shiva went back to traders and i went to get my pay and meet pubor and tompang her to dhouby ghaut mrt station and we went to downtown to catch a movie and eat. and went to changi beach and went home after that^^ im tired.

Hey guys,  worked at plaza sing yst. it's not the same as cs, because i didnt know the people at ps well enough, but anyway, i felt kind of sad when i thought of the people whom i used to worked with at cs. and i left because of some stupid reasons, which is due to some people, i felt guilty too, as i left before myo myat, and i left some people there. how i really wished that time could have turned back. anyway, im looking forward to work with the ps team on thursday, as there are many people there, my schedule is kind of tight. so i'm working for only a few days per week. if there is really a reason why i should go back to cs, im looking forward to not seeing those people there. im serious, and i knew that it's not possible at all. hmm.anyway, william asked me to work continously at ps for 2 mths, and he will increase my pay to 7 and i will be changing to supervisor shirt by that time. and he asked me not to work at traders hotel anymore. which is kind of, not possible? cause i need the straight cash over there so that when shiva came, we can actually spent and use it together. also, i went to cs to take thing yst, yeah, am i lucky? ARGH!! i guess i am, cause the manager is roger and the only people im seeing there are some guys whom i dont know at all, and chloe and myo myat, roger face look so surprised and no words can escape out of his mouth, does he think that i am coming to cs to work? argh, and i cannot even bear to say that i came to take things only, nonetheless, i did said it out, and he was like, oh you working at cs, and he's coming over on thur already. LOL. and then chloe came out, followed by myo myat, and i kind of felt guilty to myo as he actually wanted to left ages ago. but i left first. ARGH!! anyway, bye.

me? im fine i guess, no problems no worry. i guess im just so tired. as i will be working two places. guess im kind of used to seeing people whom i worked in at bk and mfm cs. that's why. when i went to traders hotel to work, it's kind of weird? but anyway, im still fine. shall start at william's place, which is also mfm, and it's kind of near traders hotel. so i will always be going to douby ghaut. so i guess i wil have fewer time to used laptop. anyway, i really wished that shiva will come on Sunday. as i have taken the day off.  hmm, i guess i will tire myself out soon. as william place is really busy, and traders hotel is really very busy, my two hands and two legs really suffer a lot. im serious.its like going into a death trap. it's so tiring i swear. not comparable to mfm cs even when the outlet is busy. hmm, anyway, i shall not complain. guess i wont have the time to meet anyone yet. hmm, there are just so many things i want to post, and my memory fails badly. so i guess i cant post anything over here . haha. anyway, shiva came on friday, i ended work at 3, he came to pick me up, and we went to santhana and harry's working place to eat. whoa, so ex over there. i spent all my working money over there :/ LOL. anyway, bye. i have to work tml. let's hope that even though there are people who saw this post and try to gossip to some other people in mfm cs, i hope they will just keep their mouth shut.

hey guys, i came back to traders hotel already. but i dont know if this will be a permanent job, hehe, caus i mght go to william side there. and also im late !! argh!! so what's the point of waking up so early at 5 but came late? hmm, and so what if it's my birthday today, i came to work so as to get money but.. shiva is unable to come as santhana is at singapore. so there goes it, and argh, forget it, i just dont want to elaborate any further. and he said he will be coming to singapore tml, hope so... anyway, shall go home soon, as im at traders hotel canteen right now, using free computer ^^,.shiok ah!! haha, 2 comes and i shall change my uniform, take my pay and outta home, hmm, maple lai? LOL!!  i have to sleep early again.bye..

hi doctors, im sick that day, yesterday and today. it ain't getting any better. :/ but i guess yst is the worst? anyway, were supposed to meet lee and rolly today to go palau ubin, but i've got a stupid headache, and i cant manage to get up, adding on my battery-less phone. so my alarm did not ring.sorry guys. i hope i can meet you guys either for lunch or dinner. ate maggee mee just now, half of them. i always cant finish eating them, as i dont like the taste of the mee. if im havin magee mee tom yam, i will finish the soup, and the mee, i will just threw it away. argh!! anyway, bye. i dont know what to write here anymore.

BOOYA!hmm, woked up early this morning, helped my mom, HMM :/ went to meet siao ei, were supposed to meet at bishan but the party world has closed down, so we went nex, but im already on the bus to bishan, and there weren't any mrt until i reached toa payoh, and it's on red line, so i just went to bishan, and took train from there. met them at the food junction there, ate, and we went to sing ^^. hehe, then gina excuse herself as she wanted to go to the toilet and she asked zy if she wants to accompany her go. hhehe, tao yan, then they came in with the cake. haha!! they brought me cup with HYUN BIN!! OMG. HAHAH!! but my mum will scold me, i have a lot of cups at home, and she said that i had better dont use them at home. too many cups. so my 4 +1 cup stays in my cupboard, 2 with dust already. :/ hehe, but anyways, thanks siao ei for celebrating with me ^^. TAOYAN TAOYAN la!! >.< went hom after walking around nex, as i had to go back for dinner and my dad is at home. mum went out, and i started washing the plates and everything :/ and clothes :/ and fold clothes (haldway done, im lazy already :p) haha. anyway, maple lai!!

HEY OLD WOMEN AND OLD MEN! worked up early today just to wash clothes, ate a curry puff and went to bed, trying to sleep, but to no avail. mum asked me waked up to cook :/ and i went back to sleep after that, i slept with my father. haha, no la. cause i cannot wake up already, and im like sleeping so soundly, awoke when they call me, but i went back to sleep immediately. and i was sleeping at my father's side of bed, so my father slept on my mum's side of bed. haha!! woke up 12 plus to eat for dinner. although i dont feel like waking up. play maple, and went out to meet karen to go for interview, at sakae sushi. went to bedok next, cause karen went for a checkup for her school trip and we went to mac, went home for my dinner :/ and i still havent finished it. wanted to play game with shiva haha, but his com cannot play, dont know why. william text me, he say if i on, i can go to his place, i mean another mfm outlet, when i say on means that the managers all care about the speed service and everything. hmm. i dont know leh, see how sakae sushi is? if i really miss mfm, then i will go to william's outlet? ^^ anyway, back to maple. haha

should i forgave her, yeah, i deleted some more of those status again. what should i do. i dont think i should forgave her again. why is it always me who has to do this kind of things, and yet, i got myself angry again. say! i really, argh!! im damn stupid. seriously, should i or should i not.

HUNGRY! HUNGRY! IM TOTALLY FAMISHED. argh!! th asam fish makes me more hungry only. nvm, back to eating it again.

HIYA peepo, hmm, i am still stuck betwwen staying or quiting. anyway, will be going to sakae sushi for interview, and if they recruit me, then i will quit mfm, didnt went to work today and yesterday. didnt bother to cal anyone there, and janice call me if i did contact any manager? hmm. she asked if i can worked at night. hmmm. nooooo!! anyway, went to eat with rolly and lee, hais, i dont know what to write, so many things that i can wrote here. but.. i dont wanna waste my effort writing about things that i dont want to care about. and. jamil never sms me back. so... i guess i will not go work tml. if i never reply, what do you think i can do, 2 msg, and 0 reply? i dont know.

there are so many things going around my brain now. and im thinking of friendships, betrayals, and a lot more.say, why do people helps others but al they get is being betrayed by them. and why does people changed so much, i dont know. all i can say is, the people around me, got hurt by these three people. and one of them, hurts me and others the most. she can said things and assume things, and she thought that she is right. argh! i dont know what im saying. she can tell stories and continue the day after. i really dont know. i sms champanzee just now. i told him i dont want to work there anymore, due to some prob, he ask if i can still take it a few more days? and i told him i dont know, he said he will get back to me. serously, i really hoped that i can help champanzee but instead, becaus of these people, that i really felt like giving up already.you might say this are some circumstances, and im supposed to get over it. but i have no wish to get over them, sms roliah as well, as the things i heard is totally not fair to her, at all. and seriously that guy, he is hopeless and he's turning into a balless freak, he thought he is cool , by hanging out with those people, he dont think that people has help him so much previously and he could actually said things like that, and led one person turn into a mental. and tht small girl, she really thought that m closed to her till she can say things that still dont go thru her mind, and the things  she talked behind me are just assumptions, and she could still talked about it as if this things really happen. and that sister of her, thinks that she can just outwin anyone by doing some kind of awful talks behind them. the three of them, really, i really wish to see them get their karma. and i really wished that somehow, i am the one who did all these things back to them instead.

i went for cs paper and i knew i dang it.went to paya lebar to wait for makcik, went to airport to meet lee, went to find kath and ate at waraku. send her off, and we head for the movies, kungfu panda 2. and there are so many grandmother stories that are passed down by some grandparents. and im not talking about the show, but about someone who loves to say so much stories and they are from my workplace. how i really wished i hadnt keep telling and asking william if i can let that slut came back to work. i dont have to say much here. all i can say is, slut, you got to watch that bloody mouth of yours. yeah, i will not do anything to you now. because im not going your path. i shall watch, when someone really steps on top of your head. and. ta da. i shall fell happy, not shall, but will. watch it you bloody asshole, if you think your stupid gf is clever and pretty, you have bad taste, so what if she looks kind of better than others,. i rather have gf whom look is acceptable, and she's good. but anyway, you two are like peas in a pod, there aint much difference between you two anyway. whatever it is, if champanzee is quiting, i will quit. i dont care if i still have the schedule there or not. i came to work because of champanzee, not because of that ass company, and of course, not to forget, to let that  bitch has a taste of her own medicine.

hi everyone, i did not study much. babe came to singapore today, waited for him ever since morning. he came early oh, as he dont dare to sleep and he said he missed me. that's why. he drove using samathan car, as samathan went to work. then when he reached my house, my sister asked him to drive her to go buy food -.- and im like a looner, when i came downstairs, and there were nobody there. LOL. finally he came back. haha, went to east coast,m brought care coupons, and mac, went to pitch the tent, and by that time, my fries are in-edible already. anyway, tried to study but fail. went to unpitch the tent about 6.30pm and drove to east coast lagoon to eat and slack in the car, got aircon what, so shiok =.= went home , and before that went to 7-11 to get some stuffs, and home!! maple, and im turning in now.

ho, kiddos.

were having steamboats yesterday. its for lunch, and dinner as there are many leftovers. were actually planning to go out and eat, however, due to my parents being sick and that we can eat outside other times, we ate at home instead. we prepared everything and vacuumed the floor as my mum invited some people to my house to eat as well. then went out to rent cds with my brother, while my parents and sherlyn ate first. we chosed for a pretty long time, actually im the one choosing la, haha, cause my brother said we dont watch the cds that he chosed which is so not true as we always watch shows together. hmmm. anyway, after eating, and the guests have reached. we three siblings went to watch shows in my parents bedroom, with the air-con on, as my parents entertain their guests. and my sister, actually complained that its like a family thing, so why mum invited others? LOL. which i think kind of true la, but the guests help to look after my father a lot. and its a sign of appreciation. after the guests left, my parents came into the room and found my brother sleeping. hahah, then mum brought in a large packet of potato chips, and we shared. and a while later, my dad slept and my brother actually hug him. OMG. hhaaha! my brother machiam no feelings want. after finishing our shows, me and sherlyn went to the living room, i play maple and she sleep, brother went out, and we ate steamboat, the leftovers. watched tv, study a bit, went to sleep. today woked up early, as there will be traffic jams and i dont wanna be late. and i want to sleep in the bus. but end up, the bus this morning were very fast indeed that it reached about 1 hour plus only? if only everyday is like that, as the buses were always very slow. anyway, reached damn early, smsed siao ei, and the three of them actually asked me why you so early? walao, heart no good. i mniss you all thats why, LOL! anyway i ate first as im damn hungry and waited for them, and then order a porridge ala carte with them. went to sku next, exam.. hmm, not bad, i knew how to do. :D i can pass, but an A? i dont know. went home straight, and ate and went to cs to meet kath and belle as kath is leavinv singapore soon. anyway, babe is coming into singpore tml, hope that he can come in tml, and that we can spend tml again. it's been so long ever since he came back. i hope i wont want this to happen. wed i will be sending kath off at changi airport, meeting lee and roliah for lunch i guess. so bye..

hey people, im dying at home, well, not really dying, but im dying of boredom, although there's maple and that i should be studying instead, yet, after playing maple, i still dont want to study, and that arsehole, shiva, did not come again. am i supposed to wait that long, yeah, i know its not your fault, but you do noe that i limits to my patience right? anyway, i knew it that he wont be coming anyway, and i didnt go to work, and thanks to him, i knew that champanzee is not happy. but anyway, sherlyn do not have to go for interview, and she even started today. but she go two jobs, ahaha. same as me like last time. but.. you will get beaten up easily. seriously. and.. my family will be having steamboat at home tml. as we have the bbq and the soup thing. and both my parents were sick. and mum said that we can go out and eat other times. and i was like.. orh,, as it is too seldom when our family get together as one. brother camp, me and sis work. who have the time? she said october. and its like so so so so so far. LOL! so im staying at home. and i have nothing to do. so.. i should try downloading audition again and get back to maple. bye.

went for checkup, was woken up earlier in the morning by my mum whom was shouting here and there. went to meet my sister for my checkup, miss my english lesson, went to mfm instead. to give belle present and jamil my schedule, and george was there. hmm. :( ask me work. LOL. anyway, now, its janice who's one of our manager now. i only worked with her once, and didnt spoke almost anything with her, so there isn't much to say about her. went for a swimming session with sister, as zhaoya never come as she has something "crop up" and.. i dont want to say anything much. if you rather go out, just tell me earlier instead of saying that you want to meet me, and last minute back up and went one with a friend. i dont know if your friend got any problem or what, as sometimes, she does have. but seriously, so many a time. what do you think i am, i treated you as a sister. argh, i really dont know what to say, see what you reply me then. anyway, sherlyn and me had a feast today, we keep eating non-stop. of course, partly, it's due to me. LOL.anyway, went home, and have... dinner! (again) am going to sleep soon, as i am dead tired.

hi peepo. were late to meeting siao ei, as my stupid shiva wanted to video call on msn. irritating pe. cannot stop, so end up, i late -.- lucky not late for school. but yesterday, partly, its due to him that i did not study as well. i even told him, argh, end up, we have a deal to talk just 10  mins, you see what happens again? everytime like that. so went to look for them, went to eat after that, and went to sch, cs lesson for 4 hour, and heard that mr chia  is going to leave, damn! why like that, why cant a good teacher stay for once. he is a really good teacher, he taught people, and will even come into our table to personally guide us, and go around making checks to see if we know how to do our homework, and will to whoever who ask him to come to them, even if he tired la. plus, he even printed out examples for our exam so that we can memorize it, where on earth can we find other teacher like this.. hmm, went home after that, and bye.. i forgot what i want to say again.