Sat - Sun
Dont feel like working up for work today. sms and called Jamil today if i can start work later today but i can't reach his phone. End up i was stuck between taking cab and bus. called mfm but dont know why i cant get through. End up he worked night shift actually. got to know this when i called belle. took bus to CS. Reached there and heard some complaints due to some issues. at night when i went to take out things that can be dry after being washed, and i heard that stupid ah neh, the dishwasher, say cork in tamil. he didnt i dont understand ah, POONTEH!told babu that, and when babu asked him , he said never, i said please la, dont lie la, i ownself heard one leh. -.- like real, i know tamil hor, those vulgar words lor, haha, thats why i comfirm know what he saying. Ended work and ate seafood platter for two with the FOH staffs. Changed clothes and im stuck the second time of the day, whether i should go for js sis b.dae, or go karen house to ton. Finally i make decision to go karen house to ton. met her and ya at the bus stop and went to a void deck to wait for karen's boyfriend and his friends to come. went up to her house to bath, play games and drink. Play 5 10 and forfeited :( i hate the truth and dare part, as i hate to say truths about myself. and the truths are those that i AM TOTALLy NOT willing to say. Finally i slept at 6 plus, and the rest went out when i sleep, woked up at 9 plus as pubor is also leaving as well. reached mfm early, ate mac and started work soon after. went to grandma house to eat after that even though my relatives are not going. and i did not care as i am worried as my grandma keeps falling sick and going to the hospital these past few weeks. and i really did go despite the akwardness as something happened to me before. ate halfway and one of my cousin and his gf came, and he asked why 2nd aunty they all come, then grandma say i kpo because i still went there despite no one goes there. i knew that she was joking, but still, it's hurtful. watched tv after that. and another cousin came out of her room. she went to the kitchen to do smth and she came to the living room after that to ask for her spoon. and im actually using her spoon. and she said :" oui! use my spoon! faster go wash and give me." i dot damn bloody pissed off, but i tolerated. erm please, i wont want to use your spoon, who knows if there's any disease in your spoon? plus your mouth sibei smelly as you spouted so many nonsense and talked without thinking, and you got an XXXXXXes on my hating list -.- ok la not hating list, but i swear i dont like this cousin of mine. and.. im serious. and i purposely pretend that im absorb into the tv and ignored her and tried to stand up slowly, halfway, i think she knew that i did that on purpose and she went back to her room. i washed the plates and stuff, and immediately went home. i even brushed off the thought of staying to help at mfm instead of going to grandma house as i dont know what i can say since our relationship seems to be a bit hoarse right now. anyway, let's stop bothering about her, since my mum said what for get so mad over these kind of person as she knew HOW kpo that cousin of mine is. and my mum knew that i totally dislike her, as she can even make DAMN many (and i mean a lot, great amount) of comments just because of which finger that i am wearing a ring -.- which is damn damn damn damn damn stupid i swear.she chose to be so bonker. argh! look! im still ranting about her! WTF! anyway, i am quite surprised that i actually talk like normal to someone whom i have once as a sister but because of her bloody mouth and i swear i dont like her. and its like so weird. i really think that i am too kind hearted seriously. although there are so many times when she make some comments that are negative and she think its funny and i was about to shot her back, i thought to myself to just forget it. and i even thought of buying a present for her coming birthday? am i weird or not? it is so much to my horror.
