Destroy what destroys you

Friday, May 27, 2011

9:31 AM

Hey Guys,

woke up this morning and realised i have no school shirts to wear, and they were all in the basket ready to be washed, but.. no one washed it, and i have to wear one of them. so i have to dug out from the basket, and washed by my hand :( and what's worse is, i tried drying them but to no avail, fan, hair dryer,squeezing, aircon. and none of them worked. and i used the air-con method last, and it was kinda still wet and some part very wet, and when i where it, it is so damn cold!! *SHIVER! anyway, called my mum and asked her to get me money to take cab as i am having exam today and i am very late. and she did not put any money that i can possibly get, and im like left with 16 bucks and im not sure whether it is enough to go to bishan. so she asked me to go grandma house to take, and i took cab after that, but the cab uncle was good, i told him im having exam and he said he will drive as fast as possible. good right, and im like late for about 5 minutes, i guess? and the worse thing is, the cab fare is either 11.20 12.20 or 13.20 and i wasted my time going to grandma house to take money. did my OSA exam, and in the end, i have no papers left, but luckily mrs foo just gave me, although she did preach a bit. or else i will fail. went to eat at canteen after that, luckily i have zy and joanne's accompion, as exams finished early and on one is coming for the english lesson, so i was like kind of alone? but after eating, we went to student hub to study, and it was time for me to go for my english class. so we packed and left the room. Bidded them farewell. and when i reached my classroom, zaza was there, and i was like ei, i thought you not coming sia! haha!! then Mrs Ng was like saying that she thought i will not be coming for this lesson as i knew that they were not coming, there i said no ah, i were studying at student hub just now. after lesson finished,walked to the mrt station with zaza, and took mrt , i head to farrer park as she head to seng kang. went to change my working clothes, and ate, wa not bad ah, first time Joe cook, still can take it. haha, actually not so bad la, i tasted worse food before. LOL! started work soon after, end work finally. and i can finally went home, but.. to my dissapointment, there were so many people waiting for the bus, not long after, Kath bus came, and she went off, wait for my bus to came, and the bus actually cheats people, saying how many seats were available when there are actually no seats left at all. so i went to squeeze in a seat, and i dont care!!! my leg pain, and im tired!! and im lazy to stand. LOL! anyway, i finally reached home, and jacq miss call me, called her back and she asked me to join them for majong, told her i having exams, and wil only be free after 2 weeks, the 8th June. then we end call and a while more she called again, asked me if i want to play or not, she can get her friend to drive me there. haha. i working. also, today, went there. and.. hear more related news, i wont want to say here. but im kind of glad i said that someone will do something worse TOO if she is very angry, as the other party said she will punch that someone if she stayed there. and i was like. erm.. at that time, i was thinking, is her fist is really that good, then her future will be wasted, plus just because of a stupid thing that she her ownself thought its her fault, and she left the workplace, and its like no responsibilites, plus she has a daughter. -.- like wtf, that is what i seriously think! and that someone is actually my friend. yeah, i agreed, i saw her doing that sometimes, but so what, just because of a miscommunication, and both resign? i dont know, seriously, i think that other party is cork up somehow.and, like i said previouly, i seriously think she cannot make it in life. so what if i might have disgraced her? no one knows who she is, and i have no intention of saying, plus, she dont even noe im writing this, of course. but thing is, she lack of responsibilitles, and she's selfish, that is the best thing i can say? and bye people, i have to sleep. i dont want to bother about work stuff anymore, just that sometimes, i will like to say my thoughts over here.

NOTE

Not for tagboard. Sorry not sorry.
NOTES FOR MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE.

1. Know yourself.
2. Understand what makes you feel great.
3. Recognize things that get you down.
4. Set goals to achieve what you want.
5. Develop trusting friendships that makes you feel good.
6. Don't be afraid to ask for help.
7. Stand up for your beliefs and values.
8. Help someone else.
9. Take responsibility for your own actions.
10. Take good care of yourself.

Think positively.
Exercise daily.
Eat healthy.
Work hard.
Stay strong.
Worry less.
Dance more.
Love often.
Be happy.

"Never expect too much. When you get your hopes up. You hurt yourself more than you need to."

Travelling all over the world
Trying all sorts of food over the world
Having different types of experiences.
Nature
Scenery
Photography
Acting
Singing
Having fun
Eating

Hating isn't on my list. It's time to love myself more.
I distance myself from people for a reason. A good one.
Destroy what destroys you.
Free Myself

Treasure the unknown last.
Anything could be the last.
You are not in competition with anybody but yourself
Plan to outdo yourself.
Not other people.

Believe you can and you're halfway there.
- Theodore Roosevelt

Making a big life change is pretty scary
But regret is much scarier.

If you don't go after what you want
You'll never have it.
If you don't ask
The answer is always no.
If you don't go forward
You're always in the same place.

The lesser you care
The happier you will be.

Keep shits to youself
In reality, no one give a fuck.

DECIDE.COMMIT.SUCCEED.