ELLO PEOPLE!! hmmm, went to tampines blk 201 st 21 to check on pay, and yahoo. here comes pay! LOL
! anyway, took cab to bishan as i were running late. went to mac and waited for the girls, and we were late for CS lessons, sry girls. haha, after all of us finish our breakfast. we went to sku, but luckily mr hee did not say anything, moreever, there are people who came way later than us. and we have cs lesson for 3 hours >< i cannot take it omg, i keep falling asleep. ahahha.went for break, and im still eating. GOSH! went off to efc class but there were no mr chia to open the door for us and its so hot. end up, he did not come at all, and me, ziying, jervelle and tiffany play monopoly deal. and i keep singing, wa so shiok, i almost went to k, but a pity, no. anyway, went for pe, and went to take cab to CS mall, and went to popular to get smth and brought a earpiece for me and kat as she is leaving, and pass money to babu to pass to shiva. went to find presents for belle, but a pity there were none, thought of buying shirt, but her style ah, only bugis have. how am i supposed to get to bugis? no way man. haha, so walked quite a few shops, and waited for the belle to come cotton on and i left, to meet my sis at tampines mall. went to body shop, and walked around to find some clothes, in the end, i get something and something for her and my sister as her birthday is also coming. hmmm..took cab and my sis drop  me off and she went to work. shall study erm.. later. bye

Sat - Sun

Dont feel like working up for work today. sms and called Jamil today if i can start work later today but i can't reach his phone. End up i was stuck between taking cab and bus. called mfm but dont know why i cant get through. End up he worked night shift actually. got to know this when i called belle. took bus to CS. Reached there and heard some complaints due to some issues. at night when i went to take out things that can be dry after being washed, and i heard that stupid ah neh, the dishwasher, say cork in tamil. he didnt i dont understand ah, POONTEH!told babu that, and when babu asked him , he said never, i said please la, dont lie la, i ownself heard one leh. -.- like real, i know tamil hor, those vulgar words lor, haha, thats why i comfirm know what he saying. Ended work and ate seafood platter for two with the FOH staffs. Changed clothes and im stuck the second time of the day, whether i should go for js sis b.dae, or go karen house to ton. Finally i make decision to go karen house to ton. met her and ya at the bus stop and went to a void deck to wait for karen's boyfriend and his friends to come.  went up to her house to bath, play games and drink. Play 5 10 and forfeited :( i hate the truth and dare part, as i hate to say truths about myself. and the truths are those that i AM TOTALLy NOT willing to say. Finally i slept at 6 plus, and the rest went out when i sleep, woked up at 9 plus as pubor is also leaving as well. reached mfm early, ate mac and started work soon after. went to grandma house to eat after that even though my relatives are not going. and i did not care as i am worried as my grandma keeps falling sick and going to the hospital these past few weeks. and i really did go despite the akwardness as something happened to me before. ate halfway and one of my cousin and his gf came, and he asked why 2nd aunty they all come, then grandma say i kpo because i still went there despite no one goes there. i knew that she was joking, but still, it's hurtful. watched tv after that. and another cousin came out of her room. she went to the kitchen to do smth and she came to the living room after that to ask for her spoon. and im actually using her spoon. and she said :" oui! use my spoon! faster go wash and give me." i dot damn bloody pissed off, but i tolerated. erm please, i wont want to use your spoon, who knows if there's any disease in your spoon? plus your mouth sibei smelly as you spouted so many nonsense and talked without thinking, and you got an XXXXXXes on my hating list -.- ok la not hating list, but i swear i dont like this cousin of mine. and.. im serious. and i purposely pretend that im absorb into the tv and ignored her and tried to stand up slowly, halfway, i think she knew that i did that on purpose and she went back to her room. i washed the plates and stuff, and immediately went home. i even brushed off the thought of staying to help at mfm instead of going to grandma house as i dont know what i can say since our relationship seems to be a bit hoarse right now. anyway, let's stop bothering about her, since my mum said what for get so mad over these kind of person as she knew HOW kpo that cousin of mine is. and my mum knew that i totally dislike her, as she can even make DAMN many (and i mean a lot, great amount) of comments just because of which finger that i am wearing a ring -.- which is damn damn damn damn damn stupid i swear.she chose to be so bonker. argh! look! im still ranting about her! WTF! anyway, i am quite surprised that i actually talk like normal to someone whom i have once as a sister but because of her bloody mouth and i swear i dont like her. and its like so weird. i really think that i am too kind hearted seriously. although there are so many times when she make some comments that are negative and she think its funny and i was about to shot her back, i thought to myself to just forget it. and i even thought of buying a present for her coming birthday? am i weird or not? it is so much to my horror.

Hey Guys,

woke up this morning and realised i have no school shirts to wear, and they were all in the basket ready to be washed, but.. no one washed it, and i have to wear one of them. so i have to dug out from the basket, and washed by my hand :( and what's worse is, i tried drying them but to no avail, fan, hair dryer,squeezing, aircon. and none of them worked. and i used the air-con method last, and it was kinda still wet and some part very wet, and when i where it, it is so damn cold!! *SHIVER! anyway, called my mum and asked her to get me money to take cab as i am having exam today and i am very late. and she did not put any money that i can possibly get, and im like left with 16 bucks and im not sure whether it is enough to go to bishan. so she asked me to go grandma house to take, and i took cab after that, but the cab uncle was good, i told him im having exam and he said he will drive as fast as possible. good right, and im like late for about 5 minutes, i guess?  and the worse thing is, the cab fare is either 11.20 12.20 or 13.20  and i wasted my time going to grandma house to take money. did my OSA exam, and in the end, i have no papers left, but luckily mrs foo just gave me, although she did preach a bit. or else i will fail. went to eat at canteen after that, luckily i have zy and joanne's accompion, as exams finished early and on one is coming for the english lesson, so i was like kind of alone? but after eating, we went to student hub to study, and it was time for me to go for my english class. so we packed and left the room. Bidded them farewell. and when i reached my classroom, zaza was there, and i was like ei, i thought you not coming sia! haha!! then Mrs Ng was like saying that she thought i will not be coming for this lesson as i knew that they were not coming, there i said no ah, i were studying at student hub just now. after lesson finished,walked to the mrt station with zaza, and took mrt , i head to farrer park as she head to seng kang. went to change my working clothes, and ate, wa not bad ah, first time Joe cook, still can take it. haha, actually not so bad la, i tasted worse food before. LOL! started work soon after, end work finally. and i can finally went home, but.. to my dissapointment, there were so many people waiting for the bus, not long after, Kath bus came, and she went off, wait for my bus to came, and the bus actually cheats people, saying how many seats were available when there are actually no seats left at all. so i went to squeeze in a seat, and i dont care!!! my leg pain, and im tired!! and im lazy to stand. LOL! anyway, i finally reached home, and jacq miss call me, called her back and she asked me to join them for majong, told her i having exams, and wil only be free after 2 weeks, the 8th June. then we end call and a while more she called again, asked me if i want to play or not, she can get her friend to drive me there. haha. i working. also, today, went there. and.. hear more related news, i wont want to say here. but im kind of glad i said that someone will do something worse TOO if she is very angry, as the other party said she will punch that someone if she stayed there. and i was like. erm.. at that time, i was thinking, is her fist is really that good, then her future will be wasted, plus just because of a stupid thing that she her ownself thought its her fault, and she left the workplace, and its like no responsibilites, plus she has a daughter. -.- like wtf, that is what i seriously think! and that someone is actually my friend. yeah, i agreed, i saw her doing that sometimes, but so what, just because of a miscommunication, and both resign? i dont know, seriously, i think that other party is cork up somehow.and, like i said previouly, i seriously think she cannot make it in life. so what if i might have disgraced her? no one knows who she is, and i have no intention of saying, plus, she dont even noe im writing this, of course. but thing is, she lack of responsibilitles, and she's selfish, that is the best thing i can say? and bye people, i have to sleep. i dont want to bother about work stuff anymore, just that sometimes, i will like to say my thoughts over here.

HELLO EVERYONE!! i'm back. miss me? i knew it!! HAHA!! anyway, went to sku everyday were indeed a bore except that i went to school everyday due to some reasons, one is because i dont want to repeat the same mistake i did again, one is i dont want to waste my time anymore, one is i will be changing my job to something else but not f n b, not that i dont like, my manager even asked me to go learn f n b course as he said im goo din f n b industry, but.. i worked 5 years of that leh, OMG!! you cant expect me to continue working in f n b industry right?and two of the most awesome reason is that i dont have to get stuck between familys and work again, and.. i have great friends there ^^, YAHOO!! so.. i've beeen like a good girl you know, but there's just one monkey by the name of andy lim wei min, who say he cant believe it, and ask me dont lie? seriously, i send you three words :HEART NO GOOD! well, i thought i will study today, but when i reached home and saw my brother sleeping, i thought that will be the chance of using laptop as he's not in camp, not these few weeks anyway, so i went to use it, and guess what, im still using it :D. isnt it great? muahaha?? and i cant download maple, that's one bad thing, but the good things is, my maple i have complete 12 levels :X. am so happy, ahaha!! i should continue with my maple then, till my bro comes back. BYE!!

hey peepo, went to sku today, hmm, had OSA lesson, went for efc class next, and break and sbm which we did nothing (obviously), went to auditorium for lpdx, and there's one joker whom is pretty funny, but there's some part when i really felt like sleeping. and his masks, omg, i really wanted them.>< SO CUTE LA SIAL! went to study, but the weather is so hot, about 4 we went off to the canteen to have some food and went for gaming club. and the maplestody manual patch download so long and there's even error when we wanted to play, end up, siao ei play audi. waahah. all noobs except gina. hahahah >< funny ah, went to eat after cca, we left early, and i finally reach home just now. and start to download audi, but it takes so long, i guess im going to play maple after this, argh!!! also, why must aunties or relatives be so kpo, anything put in fb they like stalker sia, go spread here and there, somemore can gossip here and there with me? say this aunty kpo, then another aunty say this aunty kpo? actually all are kpoS la. -.- and they are all from my father side, i guess their mouth too big must talk a lot -.- must delete them already
argh!

HEY peepo. went to work today, and before that, i went to take passport-sized photos, for SC. and i was waited kind of long because they keep asking me to wait and i thought i will be late, called jamil but he never pick up, so call myo myat and asked him to help me pass the msg. but.. i reached there so early. muahha, 5 mins.LOL!! and i thought i can punch in on time, but the chicken wing that jamil cook is sho nice that its look pretty pitiful if i dont eat it.i ate 3, ohoh, so i punched in 3 mins later. started work and it got not so busy, and its kind of boring, and its only a period when "a bit" of customers came in together, and one of them getting so many so fucked up, so what if that ass customer came so a many time, well, i dont think he came that many time. as its like only the 3rd time i see him? LOL! and i was like hearing so many comments ever since he and his friends wanted to come in. and they took soooooooo long to settled down, and i just wanted to tell them about today's soup and thought i will probably just forget about it, cause they took so many minutes to sit down, so many minuted to settle down, and so many minutes to take an order, and i guess im kind of lucky im the one who did not take the order, but myo myat got very pissed off instead. that customer is damn impatient i swear, even a customer said so to his gf. and they were like so please with my service, muahaha!! must hao lian a bit, so long time never went to CS and worked already, work and i got good comment. lallala!! haha!! and that ass customer asked me if im the manager? do i look like im fucking one? i wont want to be, cause they are so stress right now? and i was about to ask him what the problem is, and i thought i wont want to bother handling them, so many negatives comment i heard from the staffs. and he's like commenting this and that and making so much noise -.- argh!! and today, one of my staff dont want to work again, so my staff only left belle, kath (she's leaving next week), and erm me? and myo? (if he's not going?) i dont know, i cant work. jamil said that there will be staff coming next week, and i was like sure or not, that time asked until now, also never give staff, now will give staff meh? he said dont know? hais. what to do sia? >.< hmm, anyway, went up to japanese foodstall to find zy and joanne, as they are studying over there, went to join them and brought food, and continue to study, but we're like mad over there only? cause we are so noisy, hahah!! went to print our photos after that, went to walk around at popular, and went back to the photos there. went home after that. hmm , i finished my posts already, im so happy, and... i print out soooo many hyun bin pictures.muhaahha!!! shiok ah!

Kia(Unch@nge) But we can be friend ma?

21 May 11 08:37 220.255.4.29

Yang What wrong man~

21 May 11 08:37 220.255.4.29

hmm, my leg is so pain! anyway, went to work today and i heard some bad news, some people quarrelling,lee resigned on monday, LOL! i really dont know anything, and everyone thought i know? anyway, i will be working 5 days the coming week :(, because i dont know.. there's like only two managers left, and so... little staffs. and i dont know who will want to work. anyway, break 5, and ziying came to meet me at city square mall, and we went to buy mac and brought my belt, and i brought sticky =D. hawhawhaw. monday share with siao ei. went back to work and felt kinda guilty to ziying as she came just to accompany me buy belt and i have to leave for wotk, LOL! anyway, lum lum is going back to hong kong, and i didnt go for her farewell party, because i didnt even know the venue or anything and those few days my mood were kind of low. and she will be leaving on tuesday, 12 pm flight, and im having school still, plus there might be test on that day. hmm.. anyway, my leg is still so pain, i want to go bath and go sleep, and i have to study tml after work, and.. i want to do my hyun pictures. muahhaha!! >,<

hi, i just want to dedicate this post to my beloved jacq before i go off to work, Jacq, i believe that one has to rant out things whenever they feel that they are unhappy, and i believed that one's best friend is you yourself, everyone has best friend, but that does not mean that your best friend will know anything, its only when the person whom are experiencing the totally same thing as you, not the person who had experienced it before, and they thought they have experience it better than you. so you have to know yourself best, what is really the best for you, sad or what, like so many people say, just move on, i agree it's rather hard, because talks are easy, doing is difficult. i have many emotional conflicts as well. but i did it well with music. as in i listen to musics that goes with my heart, at night i wll cry to myself, or when im happy or nuetral, i will also sing to myself, when im sad, im always listening to sad songs, that make me able to cry out, and make me calm down. although i have to wait till night only then i can do this.  but jacq, dont push yourself too hard. things that have been done are done, no point thinking whoever had did things wrongly. one of the best might be when both forget about it and get on with it. the decision is up to you. if you really need someone to acc you, i will try, as i has some work to so. :D, i hope you wont forget that you have a listening ears.

im so sorry people, i have problem with my old blog, and i kind of figure out the problem, the only thing is i went to delete the tagboard area, and when i go to my profile, something are just not right, but anyway, im learning hyun bin's song, hoho, so im going to learn them now, so bye.

cant have you


술에 취한 니목소리 문득 생각났다던
sure chwihan nimoksori mundeuk senggaknatdadon
그말 슬픈 예감 가누면서
geumal seulpeun yegam ganumyonso
내게로 달려갔던날 그밤 희미한
negero dallyogatdonnal geubam hwimihan
두눈으로 날 반기며 넌 말했지
dununeuro nal ban-gimyo non malhetji
헤어진 그를 위해선 남아있는
heojin geureul wiheson namainneun

니삶도 버릴수 있다고 며칠사이
nisaldo borilsu itdago myochilsai
야윈 널달래고 집으로 돌아 오면서
yawin noldallego jibeuro dora omyonso
마지막 까지도 하지 못한 말
majimak kkajido haji mot-han mal
혼자서 되뇌 였었지 사랑한다는
honjaso dwenwe yossotji saranghandaneun
마음으로도 가질수 없는 사람이 있어
maeumeurodo gajilsu omneun sarami isso
나를봐 이렇게 곁에 있어도
nareulbwa iroke gyote issodo
널 갖진 못하잖아
nol gatjin motajana

눈물섞인 니목소리 내가 필요하다던
nunmulsokkin nimoksori nega piryohadadon
그말 그것으로 족한거지
geumal geugoseuro jokhan-goji
나하나 힘이 된다면 내게 붉어진
nahana himi dwendamyon nege bulgojin
두 눈으로 나를 보며 넌 물었지
du nuneuro nareul bomyo non murotji
사랑의 다른 이름은 아픔이라는 것을
sarang-eui dareun ireumeun apeumiraneun goseul

알고 있느냐고 며칠 사이
algo inneunyago myochil sai
야윈 널 달래고 집으로 돌아 오면서
yawin nol dallego jibeuro dora omyonso
마지막까지도 하지 못한말
majimakkkajido haji mot-hanmal
혼자서 되뇌었지 사랑한다는
honjaso dwenweotji saranghandaneun
마음으로도 가질수 없는 사람이 있어
maeumeurodo gajilsu omneun sarami isso
나를 봐 이렇게 곁에 있어도
nareul bwa iroke gyote issodo
널 갖진 못 하잖아~
nol gatjin mot hajana~